I'm such a fucking idiot!! And I don't have to explain why, you can just tell from looking at the way I type!! My dad is threatning to kick me out and put my mom in jail!! I have no where to go!!!! He said he doesn't care if I die because he will still be getting 10,000..That shit is so damn stupid and mean!!! I"m so pissed..I just wanna fuckin die right now!!! He told me not to go to school anymore..and he's majorly drunk.. I hate my damn life!!!! Why does the devil keep fucking with me?..
You need to get out of that houshold a.s.a.p. That is such an unhealthy place to live. I'm so sorry to hear that. :grouphug:
Josh is right. You're living in an unhealthy environment, and that's making you feel less self worth. You seem like a nice person. The devil has nothing to do with any of this. You just got a bad lot. I empathize. But that doesn't mean that things will be ad forever. But as far as I can tell, they will not improve as long as you're stuck where you are. I can't offer you a roof, but I can tell you when I left home I was your age. I was kinda scared, but it was great for me. Good Luck Lovelorned. You'll do fine.
Well, my dad is kicking me and my little sister who is 14 out of here..he doesn't want us here..last night we left...but we came back cuz we had no place to go..and when we left, you wanna know what he did?..He went to bed and went to sleep as well..(DUH)...and now this morning he asked me why I"m back here?....Fuck him...father or not..he's not a real father..just a nutcase..
I know this may sound kinda radical, but I think you should call the social services. I'm so sorry for you
You have no choice, but to leave. You're not an adult yet, and as you're leaving with your little sister, you shouldn't be a "mom" for her the rest of your entire life. You're only 17, for gods sake. I would suggest to leave home, and look for a commune to live in instead. You can find them on this site. I hope you soon turn 18, so that you can decide it on your own... And I think you are the best guardian for your little sister. Maybe you should just spent your time how to get away when you turn 18, while you're still 17, instead of doing it before... But make some escape plans untill then... love, /wolf
...And drop your suicidal tendencies. We have already read your situation, and it's clear for all of us, that you're simply unlucky to be placed in the middle of this situation. That has nothing wrong to do with you - only with the situation you're placed in. That's why you should spent your time constructive and plan how to get away, when you turn 18 & "official" adult. Love, /wolf
