I really need to get high...

50 mile bike ride is not really an option, let a lone the manual labor involved at working for a place like that as I am first of all a fat man, and secondly the accident I was in left me injured so I cannot do hard physical labor (this is part of the reason it's been hard for me to find a job). as for public trans. I live too far North for it. again thanks for the info. I appreciate it.

 

You know the part that makes me feel the worse tho, is like earlier today when I had to watch the wife cry. It tears my heart to shreds to know as hard as I try I just can't seem to change the situation. Luckily my daughter is only two and a half so she doesn't understand what's going on, because if she did i'd die from seeing the two most important people in my life suffer.

 

That's harsh dude.....I really hope things turn around for you!!