I really need to get high...

Man life sucks a$$! I so need to get high. I've had a rough several months lately, fact is most people I know seem to be going through shit of one kind or another. I never used to get depressed, but ever since loosing my job back in March i can't seem to snap out of it. Then there was the fact that I was flooded out of my house two months ago due to a city sewage back up in my house. And now wife and I just found out my car was repo'd last night at some point so I can't even look for a job as we don't have a car for me. Man I tell ya, i don't know what God's plan is for me, but whatever it is I wish he'd send a pot dealer into my life so at least I could get high and feel good for a bit.

Sorry about my rant here, I just needed to get some of this off my chest.

 

If you can't find and weed, get some spice gold for now. It has great reviews.

 

every city has a park where you can go buy shitty weed, do that to hold you over. or go back to my original advice, find a show on jambase.com and check it out

 

i might try the jambase thing once i get a lil more money together, although problem now is transportation. As for the park idea, i'm too shy. I'm going to eventually try the hideout and see if I can't find someone there, but as I said that's not me (i'm the guy that sits in the corner, watches people, and chills at a party not the outspoken get to know everyone guy). I used to always use my cousins connections back in cali, or the occasional one I found through my school. Since I moved out here, there's only been one guy I bought from and he now won't return my calls since I quit working for him.

 

www.monster.com
www.webehigh.com

There you go taht should help you with both. : )

 

I appreciate the links. Monster sucks though, i've had my resume there for a long time now and never even got an interview through it, heck craigslist was more fruitful. As for the other it's a cool sight. I like the pointers it gives, and i'll just have to try and overcome my shyness in order to get some It's just hard for me. A mental block or something, I dunno. Thanks though.

 

I have the same thing, I'm shy as hell. I know it sucks.

But for weed It hasn't been a problem for me really. If I really want some and can't get a hold of a dealer I just go to Detroit and it's sold pretty openly on the corners.

 

Crack is another option.

 

and one of my personal favorites! just make sure to scrape your pipe to get all that sweet crack resin out!

 

Man, just buy some insences and legal herbs and just chill out. Try meditation and try asking through people you know about potential jobs. There's a world of pot and oppritunity out there, you just haven't found it yet!

 

First i hope you guys are trying to be humorous with the crack jabs as I would never touch the stuff and feel that only stupid ass people would.

Second to colimon... legal buds are crap from what i've heard. Even spice gold has mixed reviews from what I've seen. Secondly I can't as through friends when I don't have any out here. All my friends are back in cali where I'm from. All that's out here is my wife and her family. Thanks for the advice tho.

 

I feel for you bro, I never used to get depressed until September of last year, I kinda feel like I've lost a part of myself since then. I got locked up and was facing 10 years in september. I lost my job because of this, I was out of work for 4 months and had to come up with $4000 for my lawyer to get me off on top of it. I had to scrimp and borrow and beg EVERYONE (even strangers on the street) just to get off on bullshit charges. Since I had no money and all the money I did come into had to go to that fucking attorney I couldn't pay my bills, my power was shut off, I was evicted (4 months past due and BGE $3700 I still owe) and had NO WHERE to live. After working for a couple months as a delivery driver I finally had enough to pay past due money for my storage unit I was living in. I went to court and got off on probation (BTW court fees, supervision costs, fines and all cost me $1500 I still owe). One day while I was delivering on my job some asshole sideswiped me and totaled my car. I was hospitalized and in Physical therapy for 3 months for a cervical strain in my neck and back, a broken collar bone, and fractured wrist (costing me $3800 all together for Dr. visits and ER bills). I lost my job and was desperate. I robbed this guys house and stole $400, some jewelry, and a rolex. I sold the rolex on eBay to try and get some money to pay off old bills and I got $1800. After a week that money was gone, and the guy called me and said it was a FAKE!!! I have a lawsuit pending against me as we speak for $1800!! So since the accident I lost my car, my job, my health, and my insurance. I still have no job because my neck is still fucked up and well.....................this past year has been so fucked up you can't even imagine how badly I want to just rob a bank and settle everything (but that's wrong and i'd probly ruin my life by doing so).

But in short I got locked up, fucked up, and lost around $15,000 and worst of all, I have piss test every 2 weeks and I CAN'T EVEN SMOKE A LITTLE WEED!!!

But there's always an optimistic way to look at things. I hired a lawyer to sue the guy who hit me cuz he messed up everything for me very very badly, so hopefully that will solve alot of my problems..........

 

And as far as job searching goes try Careerbuilder.com and Snagajob.com

 

I feel your pain. I also understand the connections issue and not just going up to people and asking. I have lived next to my neighbors for 6 months now and I'm like 99% sure they are drug dealers (different cars in and out every day...ppl pull up and are not there more than a few minutes). i want so bad to knock on the door and say "hey can I buy some weed from you" but I'm too paranoid for that

 

Cat, just try making a sly drug joke when you catch
one of them outside! Or simply start telling a story
about how "this one time when I was blazed up.."
or "I had this crazy mushrooms trip.." something like
that! I always do that and 99% of the time, the
person I am talking to ends up being down

 

HAHA that is like when my sister and her bf came to visit me (i never grew up with her so i didnt know if she smoked) my bf and I hid our pot plant. Well after a few beers and chatting her bf was talking about Rainbow Family and getting blazed etc etc. Joe and I were cracking up and we got out our plant. Now we have connections when we move up to PA hahaha

 

Well, if there was ever a question regarding if
the Family is worth anything, there's an answer!
:tongue:

 

hey, where are you located? Minneapolis is hiring alot of places. snagajob or mn job works (google it)

 

I'm located in North Branch 50miles north of the cities. I have tried mnjob, career builder, monster, craigslist, star tribune, job dig, and a few others with no positive results (which is hard to believe as I dodn't get fired only laid off from my las job, and there's no negative history for me). I'll have to look up snajajob as I've never used or seen it before.


to man on the hill, I understand being in debt all too well. I owe over 5 grand in medical bills just for the accident I was in not counting the ones from recent where I had no job, but had to see a doc; and I won't even get into all the rest of my bills. Anyways I appreciate the support from ya guys. Wish the world was a different place where buy mary jane from some one off the internet or via mail was a feasable option, but alass in this day and age it would be a bonehead move.

As I said, I know God has a plan for all of our lives, and he won't give us more then we can handle, but I wish he'd stop giving me stuff as I'm not sure how much more I can truly take.

 

get a bike or use public transportation and work at labor ready, you get paid each day you work and you can save up for another car.