who is gifted in the ways of the universe if there would be a major change for me within the next year...... I feel like Im in a dead end job right now, I dont really currently like my job, and Ive been battling depression for awhile with failed relationships and dating.... is there any positivity in sight for me?? thanx for your help and assistance (and is there a really good way for me to contact my spirit guide?? I just really dont feel that I have had any communication from her lately, or Im blocking her out accidentally.... or I dont know......)
Yes. From you, I get a sense of 'unearthed' positivity so to speak... meaning it's always been in there, but you just haven't pulled it out yet . As a side note, keep a lookout for things that may be [in]directly dragging you down. This could mean habits, addictions, friendships, or perhaps all of the above - but something is stopping you from reaching your optimistic potential. Your job is to figure out what these are, but I have a hunch that you already have a good enough idea just from reading this. Good luck, and never ignore your true emotions.
Seventeen-year-olds appearing from nowhere, with inspirational messages from the universe...God is in his heaven again. Two strange eyes...thank you for your light. And so true... Exactly...Madcrappie knows, but is looking for confirmation...I sit in my room, looking out the window at woods ages old, tree bark covered with lichen...it's never easy, Madcrappie, but your way is flooded with the light of spirit, the endless, winding road...of COURSE there is positivity...of COURSE there is - hold on, and believe, as we all must do...deep inside, you know what you must do - I know it's hard sometimes, God knows - we all need to stay the course - as my spirit guide says to me so often: Just do this - and Madcrappie LOL what choice do we really have? LOL Just do this...sending you love and strength for your journey.
thanx you two....... yes maybe I did need confirmation....... I know IM going to be making a huge decision by next summer.... which I knew I would probably move back home and work there.... but some things came up unexpectedly just a few weeks ago, with my brother in st louis..... and now i think I should move there to be closer to him, to watch over him, you know?? Im just confused right now, I cant be in two places at once.... I wish I could, but I cant..... and now I dont know, hopefully soon Ill see the light and make the right decision
Depression isn't always a bad thing - it can be a signal that you need to either accept something or change something. Your struggle with your current situation will require you to go deeper inside yourself to find what you want. If that means going to St. Louis to watch over your brother, so be it - though keep in mind that while you can sometimes influence others, and even change their lives for the better, ultimately you don't bear the responsibility for their decisions and actions.
I felt bad when he did what he did to himself, because I thought that when I did stay with him for a few days after he broke up with his girlfriend, that it would get his mind off her..... but I guess he was planning on doing what he did to himself even when I was down there, and I didnt see it at all...... and I beat myself up over it because I thought maybe I could have seen the warning signs.... but there really wasnt any..... he just never really let everything out that he could have let out about what was bothering him... and then I felt I could have done more to comfort him.... and I could have been there longer for him..... its just hard.....
I know - it's hard, very hard. And you need to remind yourself that it isn't your responsibility. You don't know - what happened might have happened no matter what you did, no matter how long you were there. I have a 20-year-old stepdaughter who is in the state hospital. I've been through this sort of thing, MC. She was burning hell to live with for a major part of her teen years. And she was sometimes self-destructive. She ate up all the attention we gave her, and demanded more - and we had six other children, most of them younger, who also needed care and attention. And ultimately there was nothing that could have made much difference. It's bad chemistry. So I know how you feel. You are not to blame, and when you accept that responsibility and that guilt, you're being terribly unfair to someone: Yourself. Let it go, MC. Do what you can, and then let it go. And this is important: Don't let a misplaced sense of responsibility dictate your decisions. If being with your brother is truly the best thing for you to do, then great - but don't do it out of guilt, because that's the wrong motivation, and it will turn around and bite you in the end.
ahh thank you zengizmo...... I wouldnt really be doing it out of guilt, I just feel that I should be there.....
If you came in here looking for advice from self-professed "psychics," you should ask them what the upcoming lottery numbers are. Then you wouldn't have to worry about dead-end jobs and whatnot. I am not being sarcastic.
It just ain't that simple, PR. And strange though this may seem, deep down I'm glad it's not. I could go into a long explanation about what "being psychic" really means, but then maybe I should just write a book and sell it instead. LOL But the bottom line for me is that psychic experience isn't about lottery numbers, it's rooted in spirituality and life lessons. I'm semi-gifted, which means I get psychic impressions usually in a haphazard way. I've met people who could probably tell you those lottery numbers, but those kinds of folks don't advertise their powers, and they're more likely to leave you with new mysteries than to tell you what's what.
MC: Thought I'd share a life altering experience I had. I used to judge people's lives as being unfortunate, sad, etc. One day in meditation, my Higher Power yanked me out of my little monkey mind and gave me this awesome overview. I saw all the little us-es being guided by our Higher Powers to write chapters in our Book of Forever. I saw the perfection of it all and it made me very humble. Everyone has a Higher Power - who are we to judge that it's not the best experience the person could have. Your brother could have done some horrible thing to his girl friend in a past life and creating hurt for himself this life would even the score and make him at peace with it. We just don't know. To me it comes down to trusting in a Higher Power. I had a near death experience in 1989 and it was so stereotypical of others experiences I've read. I was enveloped in this white light that had the frequency of the most intense love I could never have imagined. I realized that we are all adored beyond our wildest imaginings. I knew I was HOME. So we go off and have eternal experiences but we never leave Home really. Much love and light to you and yours.
