I think I enjoy masterbating about my wife than actually having her. Its not her, but all me. Isn't that weird? I have a lot of performance anxieties and she is very sexy and I get nervous (performance issues...). When I am alone, my head clears and I can enjoy myself. I feel like a loser....
Hey man, you're no loser. After all, you have HER right? So how can you be a loser if you scored a fox [lol]? But seriously, it's not weird, it just sounds like you might be self-conscious. Next time she makes you feel like a loser [if that's the case], just switch the scenario around; think about how much YOU rock and how lucky SHE is that she found a dude like you. Hell, maybe SHE should be the one with the performance anxiety, eh?
You don't sound like a loser to me. What performance anxieties are you having? Can't get it up? Can't keep it hard? Orgasm too quickly? Can't satisfy partner? Not large enough?
