I had to do it because last night while she was offline, I stayed up till 3am messaging her (thanks to msn live you can now message people who are offline). After i re-read it, i reilised that I was being wayy too honest...and that this would just make things worse...So in the morning i remembered that i know her msn password so i logged in and closed the convo with all the offline messages from me. *sigh* and obviously i was stupid enough not to change my status to "appear offline".So her mom...sayed hi to me....which is not good...and she probably told her by now that someone hacked into her account. I just can't deal with this anymore. I tried to solve one problem, but more problems keep coming. And she knows that i know her password too. I fucking hate myself now.
Sometime you have to do what you have to do and things turn out for the best. Don't think you should have deleted. Saying whatever you said -- it obviously needed to be done. No idea who 'she' is, but talk to her.