You know what you like in your cousin? You see how you can trust him? You like his personality? Does he have a nice voice? Is he sensitive? Does he listen? You are likely to meet someone in real life that has all those qualities. Just keep your eyes open. Look for the same smile, the same talk, the same walk, the same way of dressing, etc. He will probably be someone whom you can trust. And with that trust will come the promise of intimacy. Don't sweat the incest image. Just know that he represents someone in real life.
i have given up here,noone but 1 person has answered,any way thank god they have stopped,im feeling alot better.
I think that borders on normal, so there's nothing to really worry about... unless these feelings are alive while you're awake as well! But in either case, don't sweat it. Shrug it off, and have a good laugh.