i am nomadic by nature. i can't stay in one place for more than a couple months. i just can't. ever since i was old enough to figure out how to use public transportation by myself, i've been taking off on whim to wherever. and i have had legal troubles for the past four years. before, i was under 18, so the cops kept bringing me back to my parents. and then i got arrested when i was 19, and every time i stay put somewhere for too long, i get arrested again. my only crime EVER has been possession. and i have three felonies and too many misdemeanors to count. i am bad at being a "criminal" i guess. anarchist pheramones is all that i can think of to account for how i get caught so much. all i do is possess drugs! i don't steal or bother anybody. anyway, i recently got out of prison. (the worst part about going to prison was that they made me comb out my dreads to make sure i wasn't smuggling something in in them. HA!) so anyway, i'm on parole for a year. and i have to be in illinois for a year to complete parole. and i already bought a greyhound ticket to california. but i'm trying to make myself stay here to complete parole. because parole is easy. all i have to do is call them from a land line every week. and if i'm in another state, and a cop runs my name, it will show up that i'm on parole, so i'll violate and get sent back to prison. i've already been extradited twice. it sucks. so i wanna make myself stay here all year. it seems impossible. how do people do it? even if i had a place in my name, it would be easy for me to just leave it to go somewhere for a while. because the same places get boring, and i need to travel. it's in my blood. but if i complete parole, i might finally be free to travel without being a fugitive, and then i can just become transient indefinitly, and that's my dream. advice?
