oh fuck....... Im just bawling my eyes out right now

but, my mom just called. she told me my brother david tried to committ suicide. he checked into a hotel and slit his wrists. but he realized that he was being selfish and stupid, and he checked himself in to a hospital. he drove himself to the emergency room.

he was the last person that I could see who would try to committ suicide.

Im really hurting right now.

he broke up with this girl , and she kept telling david it was his fault in the relationship..... and he never really talked to anyone about what was hurting him inside, and he thought he would end his life, cuz he thought he was the problem...

I went to see him back in june, after things went down between he and his girlfriend, but I didnt get much time with him..... he seemed okay about the situation though......

but now I feel I didnt do enough for him while I was there.....

he is my closest brother and friend....... I didnt want to ever see this. just thank GOD almighty, and IM not a religious person by any means....... that he didnt take his life.

 

At least he didnt do it like you said.

Just make sure you're there for him to talk about things...

 

Sorry friend.

Call your brother and tell him you love him. He needs 'ya now.

 

that is seriously the most terrible fucked up thing to hear, my little brother who i'm pretty tight with told me he's tried...and man it's fucking terrible
i have nothing i can say for you, just i know what you're going through
love~

 

oh, MAN. that's fucking harsh. i'm so sorry. remember, it's not your fault. people do things. thank god he realized he was doing the wrong thing. he's going to need your support.

 

Damn,Im sorry man.

 

Sorry to hear that, pal. But at least he's going to be all right, and that's what's important.

Is David your younger or older brother?

 

Sorry to hear that

You could be the most sound person in the world, but in a volatile relationship in which she breaks your heart - breakout the razor blades


Hotwater

 

Yes, sometimes people just want out of the pain and frustration... I'm so glad he thought about it before it was too late. Thank GOD (higher power whoever) is right!

:hug:

 

Many hugs for you and your brother.

 

Ive been in you position multiple times, and its a terrible place. be strong for your bro!

 

I hate to hear about that, but you really can't blame yourself. Focus on the good things: you're brother is now ok, and you guys can begin the healing process. I know where you're coming from, I really do. My youngest sis attempted to kill herself one time as well. Just be strong for your brother. Many hugs to you.

 

younger.

Im the oldest out of the 5. he is second to the youngest

 

Really sorry to hear that, Ryan...

My blessings to you and your family.

I wish much healing to your brother...positive vibes sent your way.

((((((HUGS)))))

 

Well, I'll join with the crew of well-wishers and offer you a hug. One good thing you can look at is that at least HE realised it was a stupid and selfish thing to do HIMSELF. This proves that he is not really suicidal but just crying out for help. Break-ups can really fuck you up.

It also shows that he really values you and the rest of his family when he really thought about it. There is a lot of work to be done but at least now you all know how much he's hurting.

I hope everything works out.

Peace,
A.

 

I know how you feel. My mother has been like that my whole life. Please feel free to PM me if you want to talk-as I have been through the courses-coping with depression.

You are lucky, though, because he realized what he was doing. My mother just didn't get lucky any of the times she tried (always landed on Mother's Day or Valentine's Day)-and she is still here today, but she never thought herself selfish. She still thinks life sucks and isn't worth living.

My thoughts are with you, sweetie.

 

im so sorry, i hope you get to see him soon

 

i'm so sorry ryan *big hug*

 

Sorry about that. He mentioned he was thinking about all of you when it happened. That means all of you family members are important to him.

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sorry ryan.. I for sure can't live without my brother, either.

feel better<3