I Want To Kill Myself

Maybe they're trying to kill themselves too?

 

they must wanna die too

 

Is anyone trying to help you out at all, dsk? Do you have a therapist or someone you can talk to that's a little more "qualified" to help? If not, you should call 1-800-784-2433... it's a crisis hotline. I don't know what's so wrong in your life to make you want to end it at such a young age, but perhaps if you talk to someone, they'll be able to make some changes happen. Personally, I'd hate to loose you. For a thirteen year old, you're a really good poet with lots of potential, and beyond that; alot of people relate to you. Your triumph through this situation could be someone elses inspiration; and I hope you pull through this.

 

I'm not posting it on here in case you actually do it. But do a simple bit of research on the internet, a lot of good stuff has been written about the best way to do it, taking into account several factors, like how quick it is, how effective it is, how easy it is to change your mind halfway through, and if you fail, will your attempt leave you permanently damaged? Think about these things before trying a bungled attempt which doesn't kill you but blights the rest of your life.

Better still, just get drunk and listen to some music.

 

the best way to do it is by living until the end and doing what pleases you the whole way. everything fun kills you in the end.

 

I hope God makes those men suffer for two eternities.

 

No. That is procreation.

Willful procreation is the most selfish act. Snatching an individual from its blissful non-existence, forcing it into being, and imprisoning it within this heinous reality, is a crime.

It is unethical. To procreate is to condemn to death. Procreation = delayed reaction murder.

A true, enlightened environmentalist would never seek to procreate, as would anyone with a sense of compassion and altruism.

 

hey! You're not alone i have felt no one cared for me alot, and it would be better off dead. but that's the coward's way out. Besides i am sure you do have people who care for you, and if you killed your self, they will feel guilty, and you really don't want to leave this world like that. I mean you may be really pissed off now, but if you killed yourself, you won't have a chance for anything, no dreams, no future, no nothing. what are your dreams ,your goals, what do u want more than anything? If you want u can pm me and u can talk more. I understand, i have been there many times.keep your chin up, and hang in there!

 

From adversity comes strength


I'll GUARANTEE you that people care about you more than you think they do. Look at all the responses here, and how many have you even met in person?

Do you have a roof over your head? Do you have shoes and clean clothes? Do you sleep in a normal bed with linens, by yourself? Do you have access to an education?

Many don't


p.s. -- is the sitter hot?

 

Nothing is worth killing yourself over.


Listen to Peanuts. She's a smart lady.

 

LOL!!! Don't screw the sitter!!!! This poor sitter. If it isn't death it's sex.


Hipster has a really awesome good point. Do you have all that you need to live? Food, clothing, a bed, school, <those 4 things right there would be worth millions to some people.

Happiness is available to you. I suffer from major depression also and I have found a way to be able to enjoy happiness. It isn't going to show up at your doorstep you have to go and make it happen. Remember you have choices. If you talk to someone (pm me if you'd like, we can talk about this) sometimes they can offer those choices that you may not be able to see so clearly right now.

Suicide is not the answer.

 

SO WHAT MAYBE NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU! AND IF THEY DON'T WHO GIVES A FLYING FUCK. I LEARNED A LONG TIME AGO NOT TO GIVE A SHIT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK. BE YOURSELF AND DO WHAT YOU WANT. IF YOU DO KILL YOURSELF YOU WON'T REMEMBER A DAMN THING. OR MAYBE YOU WILL I DON'T KNOW, BUT ONE THING IS FOR SURE YOU WON'T BE THE SAME AFTER. I DO THINK THAT LIFE IS TOO PRECIOUS A GIFT FOR YOU TO BE THINKING THAT FUCKED UP SHIT. LIFE IS FRAGILE. AHH WHAT THE FUCK I JUST THINK YOU WANT ATTENTION

 

Dont waste your life buy ending it. You may think your parents dont care for you and such, but I think everyone in there preteen to teen years thought the same thing. If you are unhappy, there are other alternatives other than killing yourself.

 

Pleasure and happiness could be described as distraction from the horrors of actuality. It could also be described as being the satisfaction of inherent primordial urges.

But those whom are happy, those whom do not feel constantly melancholic, are merely [intermittently] assuaging the abhorrent effects of this obstinately quiescent reality.

Pleasure is but a veil which periodically shrouds the perennial latent pain which lies dormant beneath.

Suicide is individual control. Suicide is grasped by those whom are brave enough to take the responsibility for their own destiny. It is voluntary euthanasia. It is a cure for present pain and a preventative measure for the inevitable disability and poor health which comes with old age. Life is an ingravescent malady. If things improve, then it would be but the transient calm before the wrathful, brutal storm ahead.

 

(don't screw the sitter )

Mystical shroom is right. How many people here on the threads could say they went through something like this during their teen years. I did. I have had several therapist. I even had a week long hospital visit when I was 20. It wasn't pretty.

When I was 13 I never would of thought I would live till I'm 30. I thank God I did because my life is rich with a beautiful husband, healthy children and a few terrific friends.


You haven't really said what it is that bothers you. What is one of the things that is upsetting you?

 

I bet you get invited to ALL the good parties!

 

I don't. Everybody hates me.

 

Why is that?

 

If the moderators tolerate my presence in this forum, then I am sure you will soon find out.

 

Everyone doesn't hate you, its just you thinking that and being paranoid. Like Peanuts said, everyone goes through a stage of this, of feeling like your all alone, that nobody loves or likes you.
When I was 12, yes, 12, I thought my parents hated me, my older brother was mean as shit to me and I just thought everyone hated me. But when I look back, boy was I a little shit, I would hate me too I was a little bitch...
But the fact is, that no one hated me, it was me being paranoid and such..