I hate my life. I turned 31 today. Theres no more joking about it, that's simply old. I'm ugly. I'm fat. I live with my parents and work at mcdonalds. I want to die. I am nothing. I could kill myself to day or do nothing. Either way ammounts to the same: Absolutly nothing. I am of no consequence either way. I wish I had never been born. I was an ugly fat nothing, now I am an old ugly fat nothing. I wish life would end.
31 is not old you are still very young. Just because you may not have accomplished what you have wanted to by this point in life doesn't mean you still can't do what you set your mind to.
alternative lifestyles man...... i know im not cut out for the normal road not living good?....travel wide.... marley said that (though im not asking you to start smoking or anything) or take a slower aproach...... what do you like doing?...
almost forgot.... also man.....its a mystery to me how anyone would rather be dead than alive and miserable.....if it got to the point were i "wanted" to kill myself....i would just STOP everything in my life that made me feel like that.....PERIOD....cause life is too damn short to do shit you hate that much.....life is too short to do anything you dont wanna do if you ask me.....but life is really too short, to hate living it.
stop moaning, figure out what you want to really do and do it. if you want to be a writer, take a writing class. if you want to travel, pack your bags. if you want independance, move into your own appartment. just because your 31 doesnt mean you cant be who you want to be dude. find something you enjoy and live your life for it.
31 isnt that old. Go out and enjoy life. If you unhappy witn yourself try going on a diet and start meeting new people. Try finding a job you like to do that makes you happy. Trust me i was a fat ugly piece of shit girl and tried committing susicide a few times but then i told myself enoughs enough. I started doing better in school, started losing weight, and just found things to do that make me happy. I then met my wonderful boyfriend of 4 months and still going and were madly in love, ive lost a bunch of weight, im meeting new people and making more friends. Lifes not that bad, you just have to make the best of it. You can do it. If you ever need someone to talk to you can always talk to me or something. Im not wierd or anything its just ive been threw this and i caught it before i was to old. I hope everything works out for you.
Having a wimp attack, are we? If you would put half the energy into changing your life as you do complaining about it, you might make a difference. Don't think. Do. x
well i don't really how it would help being shot down by women who can't even find a real date. but to the OP, it sounds like you're in a rut and it would help to change things drastically. go back to school, or get a different job, or get your own place (you can afford it on macdonalds money, as long as you actually try). most of us could kill ourselves today and it would be of no consequence to the rest of the world, but that's boring and pussyish, while it seems like some sort of change is all you really need for now
some of the comments on here are really harsh, it would be more understandable if this was posted in 'random thoughts' what do you people do, hang around the mental health forum, will there will be hurt and vulnerable people posting and wait for someone that you think seems suitably like a target? S
I come from a different age than most here. We didn't always have the luxury of wallowing in our own self pity. Didn't have time for it. And its still that way for most folks around the world. Maybe people aren't as tough as they used to be? At least not in the west. We've grown too fat and lazy and comfortable. We think that every little negativity about ourselves is a mental illness. More often than not, its lack of personal responsibility. I'll address those with actual problems from now on. The whiners will get silence. Cause if I can't say something nice... x
yes. now are you going to open yourself up to personal attacks or do i need to go find someone else to prey on?
I said 'some of the comments on here' not all, I'll leave it up to the posters to diecide if they fit that discription. on the subject of personnal attacks, I don't think any of the comments on here so far have been breaking the hip forum guidelines, however personnal attacks would be, so I don't suggest that you try it on me or anyone else S
well I'm 31 and I'm definatly not old, however people can tell you till they are blue in the face that you are not old and that you have a lot to live for, but until you believe it yourself it amounts to nothing. now reading your statement I can come up with three postive's, firstly you have both your parents, you have a place to live and you have a job, how many people in the world do you think have none of these things? the point is until you face whats really going on, that is causeing you such deep seated unhappiness and feelings of worthlessness, you could be living in a palace and it wouldn't make any difference. I suggest you find a counsellor who you can talk to and who will help you to explore what has really caused this and what you can do to fix it S
I have no idea what its like to be your age and Im not going to pretend and lie and say things that I know I have no meaning behind. Change your life! Being upset about it and dwelling on all of your negatives won't make you happy or help you in anyway. obviously you can see the consequences of this. Go back to school? your not to old my moms 39 shes back at school. Need money...use your current funds and apply for a loan. Or who knows maybe you dont want to go to school... maybe you want to work some where else.. What ever it is... seize the day.. Its never to late. p.s. Happy belated birthday.
