Personally- I love meth. But I can control myself enough to not let it fuck up my life- I don't find it physically addictive. I find addictive the rush it gives you (when injected). I find it great for creative power- I play my guitar like I've never played it before- concentration is improved- skill and co-ordination is improved. Artistically I draw with greater concentration and can draw for 10 or even 20 hours straight on one peice. I was speeding off my head when I drew my signature. The speed we get in australia is pretty fucking colse to or if not pure meth- I've never seen it destroy lives but it'll fuck you up and send you loopy, if abused, no doubt about it.
That is an amazing sig pic....i must admit. but the rush you are describing is the same i get off of blow(when i do it)......i have seen way too many people loose it off of meth....i just cant understand the allure, and i dont think i ever want to....just way more destructive than anything i have seen, including heroin.....in fact, given the choice, i would choose heroin over meth
I wouldn't. I've been addicted to heroin 3 times before- it's not easy get off- probably the most horrible feeling I've ever experienced. I've injected pure crystals of meth almost every day for a few weeks- once I didn't even sit down for 5 days- my heart rate was more than 130 beats per minute- I was hallaucinating in the end- not like acid or anything- sleep deprivation- can't tell what's real and what isn't- long story about that- could write a 5 page report. Anyway- my point is- speed (meth, whatever you call it) is not or is very mildly physically addictive, mentally addictive though is a different story. Heroin is the second most pysically addictive drug I've experienced (nicotine is the first). Meth will not make you sweat, joints ache, hot and cold chills, runny nose, extreme nausia and migranes, shakes, diharea, insomnia, feverish. Heroin withdrawels suck. The only speed withdawels (physical) I've had is feeling a bit tired.
yea thats true it doesnt necessarily fuck up your life so long as u dont choose to do it again and isolate yourself from people who do it and oh yea theres something called WILLPOWER. ive dont alot of meth but not all at once, spread out over 3 years, and the only time i do it is when i want to do it but ive gotten to the point where i cant take the comedown anymore, its just NOT WORTH putting a toxic product into my system. go eat crayons instead theyre non-toxic.
Before I got busted I used WAY more meth then my friends or customers! Over $2000 worth a day...just to myself for 2 1/2 years. I made myself eat once a day. Slept at least every other Day but most days I'de sleep a few hours.. I stayed Hydrated by drinking Apple Juice NOT from concentrate! AHHH apple juice...goes down easy and truly relieves the worse then cotton mouth paste! I could still function! But then again I do not have an addictive personality! I walked away with no withdrawls. Yes I plead guilty to possession to avoid prison time for the sales....damn confidential informant anyways... But it didn't ruin my life.... Got pregnant when I quit..but I'm still here life went on. On the other side of the spectrum I did lose a very close friend. He had a bad heart and other health issues so did the meth kill him? maybe maybe not..official report he aspirated on his vomit. Everything in moderation I say! Anything can kill ya...Your own mind can ruin your life.. Hell you're 5x more likely to die from a heart attack within 5 min of smoking pot then you'de normally be at risk without pot. Take A trip on acid....you might not return! Everthing has it's risk! would I do it again SURE...but probably not to the extreme i did before..Only cause I don't have mounds of it right with me! It is an enjoyable rush! Bottom line if you are gonna do drugs do drugs don't let the drug do you!! Eat at least once a day...shit on a shingle was great(hamberg gravy and bread) Stay Hydrated....I tried it all! Apple Juice is awesome....Sleep....To deprive yourself of sleep is where a lot of people mess up and do stupid shit. and most of all ENJOY in moderation.
I think StonerBill is the most logical person here, if only all of the users coudl see thing his way...
to me you have to weigh the pros and cons for you, and decide if that's what you want to do. at this point in my life I happily do weed and hallucinogens. Alcohol occasionally. I chose not to do amphetamine, meth, coke, and herion/other such opiates. However, I have no problem with other people doing them, it is a personal decision.
fuck meth, I tried it when I was more naive about drugs, its a buncha shit... theres nothing great about it, but as soon as it wore off I wanted more, but that was the only time I did meth (smoking).
I have done meth before, the most i ever got into it i would stay up for a few days twice a month. after i did that for about 6 months i started wanting it everyday, and so i made myself stop using. i have only done it twice since 2005, and the last time was in feb. of this year it's not a "fun" up like cocaine is. the best part of the drug is the "shadow people" you get after staying up for a few days. i also liked mixing it with shrooms, but i would only do minimal dosage of both when i mixed them. i don't even like xtc pills with speed in them now.
I feel for you, best of sympathy. Coming from a person to watched heroin destroy the best of friends. God. :applause: @topic maker There is so many better things out there.
the shit tastes rank, makes you stop caring about most things, after being up for a night or 2 you feel paranoid, anyone could be up to anything. and you end up spending the last 120 bucks you got in your pocket on another gram and a half so you can party for another night or 2. then after that your so high for so long you wish it would go away even tho it doesnt. youf all asleep the next night,smelllikeshit, hard to sleep. and the next morning when you wake up n go to piss your piss is gonna smell like pint. n your lungs are gonna be sore n so is the back of yoru head. Trust me I tried n wish I didnt cuz its garbage. I cant believe I ever put something that dirty into my body.
in the past 14hrs i have ingested coke(snorted), meth(smoked), weed(toked), and a few adderall its been a fun night but i will always choose psychadelic drugs,and weed over speed(coke, meth, crack,etc..) (except for the adderall which is almost a psychadelic to me) mostly because with most forms of speed you have to continue smoking it or snorting it to keep your high going, and this is the most mentally addicting part.. i remember that a few months after i was a 2-week crackhead, i still longed to hit a crackpipe. i am more responsibe now and i know that i wont be doing coke or meth after tonight for about the next 6 months. sure ill have fun with it again someday but the best thing about the past 14 hrs was that everything i did was free, and i doubt ill get this lucky again
My dad's best friend got arrested a couple years ago because he was running around some lady's yard all tweaked up butt naked pissing all over himself.
yeah at least with opiates like oxycontin, heroin, dilaudid, fentanyl, morphine, hydrocodone, at least the opiates don't destroy you mentally and physically like meth and ive heard of plenty of 60+ year junkies (mainly just physicians or someone with easy access to the drugs)....so opiates dont really cause problems until u become addicted and take away the drug but as long as u have a constant supply and stuff you can potentially be just as healthy as ur opiate naive counter-part...hmmm im st0ned
