My world is gloomy right now

Nothing to do with pot.

I figured I just needed to tell someone, and it may as well be a board of people I dont "know".

For the last few nights I have been thinking a lot about my friend who killed her self in March. Its summer. I feel like I should not be enjoying myself as much.

Shes gone and I really, really miss her.

Thats all.

 

That sucks.

On a second note, I wonder if there are Sympathetic forums....

 

you should post this on the Relationships forum.

 

u guys are mean he is telling his friends on the marijuana forums how he feels and u guys are telling him to go post elsewhere

 

I don't like potheads.. sorry.

which doesn't mean I don't smoke but I remained intelligent..

and I don't mean he or she's not intelligent, at all, I just gave him/her advice because he/she said she didn't know where else to post this, well, there's a very appropriate forum

besides, people aren't friendly on the marijuana forum.. they're just numb like marshmallows but they don't give a shit

 

p.s: I'm actually an extremely understanding and compassionate person, I'm just bitter sometimes, but I know what it's like to loose a friend, whether they're dead or gone.. somehow. I hear you.

 

theres nothing unintelligent about grieving because of the loss of a friend. This thread isn't marijuana related. no need to be a freaking bitch.

Sorry about your loss Swazo, its hard to deal with the recurring memories of a friend or loved one.

 

You can't make that assumption for everyone here, it's not right.

On to the main topic, I'm sorry man I know what it's like to lose someone, and to have thoughts of ending it.

Life is just a ride, it goes up and down and all around. But you gotta remember, it's just a ride.

 

its a pothead forum

 

Go take your predisposed opinions elsewhere and shove them up your...... if you were so intelligent then you would have displayed a bit of empathy.

Swazo my man - I went through something similar years ago and there is nothing wrong with feeling the sadness of a friend lost. It is a sign that you truely cared. Don't feel guilty about enjoying life either though your friend chose a different path it doesn't mean that she would have wanted it to limit the joy life can offer you.

 

I'm sure your friend would rather you enjoy yourself. That sucks though.
and Penny: this is the stoner's lounge. it isn't all about weed, its a place for people that use weed to discuss whatever they want to.

 

i feel you man, i had a friend take his life early in january. its a hard time being without them, but just remember that with bad comes good and keep your head high.

 

That fuckin' sucks, dude. I'm real sorry to hear that. There's just no easy way to cope with something that tragic. Much peace to you ~

 

Swazo, it isn't your fault. It is good to skill care for her.

She is partying it up somewhere else, where I bet the drugs are hella good.

 

I'm sorry if I sounded like a dick, I'm just so fucking sick of seeing threads like this.

Sorry about your friend, that sucks. But no amount of grieving will bring her back.

 

uh.. are you retarded???? I DID show empathy.. I didn't call them unintelligent, I said most people who post here are, that's all.. I don't assume everybody is. Besides, you guys are stuck up. You are touchy and can't accept truth. Excuse me but the people (and that doesn't necessarily mean you, btw) who depend on weed and come online when they're high to talk about how great it is to be high are retards, it's true. Now I know they're not all like that. But don't tell me I'm not compassionate, cause I was the 1st one to show them some compassion. Thanks.

 

ok, I so never come here that I did not know that.

 

Generalizing groups of people that you don't know makes me think that you are unintelligent.

 

Well, I did NOT generalize. I did say I was sure not everybody was like that. Can you read?

 

...anyways... I have my moods, just like you, and everyone. Not only do I get mean sometimes, but most of the time I'm not serious, but.. I'm used to people taking everything I say ultra-litterally, and distorting it above it. Whatever.