The ghost of my past haunt me and tell me that i will never be loved by anyone in my life The ghost of you tell me that i should be through with living and that no one will care if i die on this earth My emotions become mixed up because of the pain i feel the pain is so surreal I don't know what to do to get rid of these voices in my head in order to block them i build up a wall I call to you but you don't answer i'm starting to feel numb inside and i just want to cry but don't know how because you screwed with my emotions Everyone is starting to look at me and break me down they try to change me and i can't stop them i feel strange inside everywhere it feels like my souls going to bust my brain is raging, my soul is dancing and my heart is craving your love But you won't love me you used to love me you used to make me feel good about myself now you have messed up my mental health and the way i feel about others You used to kiss me on my lips every morning now all you want to do is hurt me instead of love me i can't do this anymore i love you but you don't love me back and by you doing this i feel hurt, betrayed, unloved lied to and lied about I know now that you were just another guy and that there are plenty of other guys out there that will love me like you used to but no matter how badly you treated me i will always love you cause the ghost of you haunts me through and through
