Well let me put it this way I zone out in public for long periods of time Im a crazy artist <music poetry> and am probley close to being in a mental home. The first time I met my girl I was in a perivous converstation with a friend of mine about vibrations wile skiping school to smoke a ciggirtetee we went into a garage and I met her she didn't say much just sat there all quite and I knew she had droped hallucigenics for some reason. So I asked if she had and of course I was right. Well this is a year into me not dating I decieded that I was two crazy for anyone a year ago so I have just been sleeping around. Come a year later she comes to my party and her being there I started to have feelings for her besides sexual and we got together shortly after. Well sad part about it is Ive been in and out of rehab for the last month and a half for a court ordered felloney so that is kinda makeing it hard. So that gives her something to argue with me about, but its these things she does recently like just be a bitch for no reason at all just to be a bitch then will be all back to a "romatic" period of are reilashonship and everything is cool. Also I got issuses but man this girl has issusses>> abondendment,deepresion,pushing guys away for feer of abondendment, Its just some fucked up drugy punk ass shit its so fucking complicated but for some reason I can't stop loving the crazy girl. Anyway I feel that she is the one but Im also starting to feel that im wrong and should just go back to sleeping around till I die or get old im not sure this shit is hella complicated and I need some advice from some crazy hippies because nobody I know is even close to crazy as us.
sounds like you two need to get your health into order and then you'll have a chance at a relationaship. I've seen how drugs tear couples apart.
