Well, the theory is that homosexuals DO have more bouts of depression. There's always alcoholism or suicide. Maybe you just need to get laid. By a person of your orientation, of course Oh...wait...you're 15? Nevermind then, just go play a video game.
It's a John Carpenter movie from 1988. That's the movie the screen shot in my signature is taken from.
Pick up a heroin addiction. Believe me, you'll have more important things to think about once you're on it.