epilepsy + LSD = what? i mean my uncle is in a mental hospital, my bros say it's a looneybin and i dnno he's on the worst meds and he can never sit still and it's hard to get his attention but me? i've done LSD 16 times and jun 3rd i had 7 kiss blotters which was my largest dose so far but.. How would i know if i'm epileptic too? i mean only my dreams are beyond reality but not like.. living? I dont know it's like i don't process any normal human emotion anymore but.. I have no inspiration towards anything? Last dose, jun 17th, 2 rainbow, and I've done E ten times in my life, most of it's cut with meth now??? I hope i'm still recovering from my e cause i dnno.. I love LSD still but i just can't think as straight anymore and I especially can get no girlfriend either and I can just keep complaining and complaining forever. I never really flashbacked though where I thought i was somewhere totally different? Just fatigue and getting super high off weed but I also have been constantly smoking.. So i guess i should sober up to figure out? But also please i need to know about whether or not it can unlock this mental illness although my uncle is the only one who seems affected by it after his long life. Life is terrible and not really groovy at all for me anymore, unless i get super baked lol what should i do, i need somebody to love
I hear they call this adolesence. Actually your entire post sounds like you're attributing typical symptoms of growing up, to your drug use. If you feel drugs are affecting your life in a negative way, just stop doing them, simple. And yes, btw, if your family has a history of mental illness (which it has), then LSD can theoretically bring out latent hereditary illness in you. You won't know for sure until it happens, so it's just a risk you'll have to take - or not.