first day of school today, and my life sucks

OK, I never really had any friends, my summer was just messed up, all I did was sit at home most of the time, with no one to talk to, I couldn't even get a job in the summer, even though I put in like 30 or so applications (that's not including the places I went to that said they weren't hiring), I didn't even get a call back from any of them...last school year was ok though, I knew like 5 or 6 people, but this year, all of them either graduated or go to the morning vocational school (if you don't know what vocational school is, it's like a school you go to for half the day and you learn a trade, like auto, or some thing, I go to a vocational school for horticulture, but it's in the afternoon, so I don't really see any one from the morning one) it wasn't that much better though, because I never really talked, or seen any of them out side of school any way see this post from a wile ago for a full story, so I mostly just spent all my time at home when I wasn't at school, but at least then I knew some people at school...so, now at school I have no one to talk to, and I sit by my self all day...I just hate the way I never now what to say, it's not like I'm shy, I just don't know what to say to people, I hate it...my life just sucks, I always try to look on the better side of things, but it's just been getting harder to do...any way does any one got any advice, like how do you think I can get to talking more, or what you would do if you were me, or just any thing you might what to say...I'm going crazy here

 

I believe you should just try to talk to anybody about anything - just for some practice at least In no time at all, if you just don't hide away from everybody, you will have some friends or at least people to talk to. The only way is to do it. Go and talk. Say, begin with wheather, lessons, Bush or whatever and see how it goes. You don't really have anything to loose, do you?

 

i notice your from new jersey.... what highschool do you go to?