fucked up sleeping pattern

lol even better

 

I wake up in the middle of the night sometimes and I have to go outside immediately. I feel like I will suffocate otherwise. I hate not being able to sleep when you're supposed to and I hate being tired the next day. I can't do without sleep. The neighborhood is so quiet at night it's eerie. Luckily it doesn't happen as often as it used to. I can't ever seem to get back to sleep.