bi sexual girls..

so here's my life story x___X...

the first person i ever made out with was a girl. i don't know how young i was, but i was YOUNG. it was my first real kiss too. around the same time, we spent a few hours rolling around under the blankets together, playing some kind of game that required us to be together that way, rubbing up on eachother, and i didn't even realize what we were doing until she said we couldn't tell anybody about it. i was really young, it was way before i had my first real boyfriend. i might've been 11 or 12.

when i got my first real boyfriend i wouldn't kiss him. i just didn't want to. then i went a long time without a boyfriend. before i got together with the first boy i ever really loved, i made out with a girl who i'd have a crush on for a year afterwards. after we got together, he went away, and she put a tent up in her yard, and got me drunk, and told me that she planned the whole night out to try to seduce me because she really loved me and had loved me for a long time. i was still with the guy, but... i had really liked her since before we'd made out the first time, and we'd made out a few times after that. so that was the first time i was actually with a girl, without clothes, in a loving, relationship kind of way. i think the exact moment i realized i was probably at least bi and not just "curious" is when i almost had an orgasm with my pants still on, just from being with her and hearing her and touching her. i fingered her and she wanted to eat me out but i wouldn't let her because i was scared it would be awkward in the morning. we fell asleep next to eachother. it was so amazing, but both of us were to shy after that to actually take it anywhere.

and now i'm with a guy who's fucking amazing, but he knows that i really, really, REALLY want to be with a girl. i notice girls more than i notice guys. all my boyfriends have been uber femme.

soooo there it is.

 

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damn that was so hot.

 

It weird... I really don't know what to think because I would love for a girl to lick my pussy and suck on my tits and I would love to suck a girls tits but have no interest licking their pussy or fingering them..... maybe fuck them with a dildo........... I dunno I will never be lucky enough to experience this because i'm in a relationship and I am very satisfied.... a girl can dream though!

 

I first liked boys when I was like 3 years old. When I was 4 there were a couple of girls that lived next to me that I thought were really pretty and I had a lot of respect for them, and was always trying to hang out with my older sister's friends because I thought they were really pretty and I had respect for them too. In kindergarten I would see older girls with braces and thought that was the most awesome thing ever. Guys with braces weren't bad either. Anyway, in about 5th grade I was obsessed with getting braces. I thought I'd be so much prettier, if not while wearing braces, at least after having them removed. My parents told me I'd probably get made fun of. Then a bunch of the "cool" girls in my class got braces, and later I started thinking about how pretty those girls were. Then in about 7th grade I'd be watching a girl walking in front of me and although I wouldn't have any sexual thoughts about her, I'd look at body parts that I was always told only guys looked at. So I started worrying that people would see me looking and think I was a lesbian. What made that worse was that I'd never had a boyfriend, and even in high school I'd still find my eyes occasionally on a girl even though I considered myself straight. I'd still never had a boyfriend even later in high school, and so my friends and even some relatives tried to tell me I was probably just a closet lesbian. Well, I knew I wasn't; I had strong feelings for guys all the time. I just hadn't met the right one yet. Finally when I was 17 I met a guy who was the exact opposite of what I was looking for, yet I couldn't get him out of my mind. We got married a few months after I turned 18 and just celebrated our 6th anniversary. When we first got together, he told me his opinion on bi girls (we all know how guys are about that anyway) and he even went into detail. I'd told him I was straight, but he was describing it anyway. I tried to avoid the images that were appearing in my head, but it didn't work, and I started thinking about my best friend Megan. She had moved away, and I thought I'd never see her again anyway. But I still insisted I was straight and my husband would never see me with another girl, and didn't tell my husband about the thoughts I was having about her when he was describing his fantasy. Then a couple months later she ended up moving back to town, and for some reason she was always making sure we were alone in a room together. My husband and I were living at my grandmother's at the time, and my grandmother hated most of my friends because they were really rebellious, and she especially hated Megan because she'd heard Megan was bi. Megan would constantly make sure to tell me, loud enough for my grandmother to hear, "I do not like girls!" but I knew differently and had no problem with it either way. Anyway, one time she came over and was constantly coming into my bedroom and talking about how fat she was (but she was really thin and had awesome abs), and she'd lift her shirt and show me flab (which wasn't there). I ended up having a dream about her that night and everything, but she ended up moving away unexpectedly once again and I haven't seen her since. She got drunk with my husband once while she was in town, and kept commenting on her boyfriend who she really didn't want to be with but was only with him because she didn't want to be alone. I wanted to say something but was too shy. My husband never knew about my thoughts about her until about 2 years later, when we were both really depressed and were having a deep discussion about the things we'd been through. We've looked for her but have been unable to find her, and we've tried to find other girls who would be willing to experiment with me, but no luck. You all know how it is... most bi girls are not very interested in couples, and the ones who are, only want to "have fun" with no strings attached. We aren't interested in "casual" sex, but most people don't understand the concept of polyamory. It's not like we're unhappy without another girl, but it would be nice to be able to try something different. I guarantee it would have been easier if I'd had a girlfriend and was looking for a guy to join in!

 

I have kissed a girl though. She got drunk and pretty much forced me to. I was sober but the next week I got drunk, she was sober and when I tried to kiss her she pushed me away.

 

Ok I first started doing stuff with girls when I was 12 and I realized I was bi when I was 14. I just like it SO much. We get twice as much fun!!!

 

Sometimes i've a few fantasies about

 

i think that i am "bi-curious" as it seem to be called. i am atracted to girls but i don't know if i am actually bi. i want to experiment and see.

 

i was 15

 

I first did when I was 9 years old!!! (nothing to brag on either..whooaa..)

I'm more bi than straight..or more gay then straight..