I keep having a dream where my dad dies. In different ways each time. Once was suicide. Once he was murdered. Why do i keep having this same dream??
why are you calling it the same dream because of one thing that happens in it? and not giving any more details then that. i don't think there's any real answer based on no more then what you've so far said. though i'm sure there are plenty of people who will gladly pull one out of somewhere. i mean so you're subconscious is reminding you of mortality and that someone, supposedly close to you, by blood anyway, whether or not emotionally. i mean like we all do sooner or later. there could be a million zillion reasons for your subconscous to obsess on that, but there's not really any sort of specifics of its doing so without more details then just your dad keeps dying in your dreams. i guess you could say a lot of what you're familiar with, that you've always been able to take for granted always being there, might not and probably won't always be. considering your age, could be anxiety about eventually having to be leaving home and somehow survive on your own, from the sounds of it. blah, with no more then what you've said, all anyone can do is guess. =^^= .../\...
Hi there Acid Cherry, maybe you wanna take the chance and look on the dream subject differently and see if this works for you. Imagine death is about healing ... and that your father came to heal his own self, from both sides of which death is but a veil and a bridge to cross. And as he gives you the image, it is yours too so that you may remember as well you came to heal your own self, and change into something new and unknown, to be blessed beyond knowing. The stages we go through to get there sometimes come across as suffering. But then it is our own suffering that makes the circles repeat until we fully understand the lesson and let go, and stop to suffer from denying who we are. Do not give into the fears of change, but change your own self and give into the healing, and make it all a blessing for yourself and the others. Just a suggestion ... thank you for sharing your dream !
