Last night I dreamt that I was getting three injections called "The Moon." I was told I had the first half of them when I was younger and it made my vision bad (which it is in real life), and these new injections would fix the effects of the old ones. When I sat down, they told me that an amateur would be doing my injections, and that they really had no idea what they were doing. The injections were not supposed to hurt, but they did (I assumed because they were being done by someone who wasn't supposed to be doing it). I was afraid they were hitting veins and other things they weren't supposed to, but when they were done, I was told that it was actually the nurse doing it the whole time and that they just told me it was someone else to scare me. Then it switched to a bus yard type of place with a monster running rampant. I watched it tear a baby in half, then hold a very precise funeral for the baby in an empty school bus.
joy riding with the greys again i see! ... yah well, every culture has its own inscrutable sense of humor. i think that may even be one thing it's telling you. enjoy the straingeness. there's so precious little the coersiveness of gratuitous conventionality will stop at nothing to attempt to deny. death and designation among the asadi, by r.a.lafferty. one of my favorite classics of straingeness. and i'm not into horror for the sake of horror, but rather straingeness for the sake of it being in our nature to hunger for. i would say you've been ritually granted/deligated some sort of possition or authority. of what or in what context i cannot say for certain. i'm guessing some sort of regeonal sortership. i do hope the booster shots work to clear up something. whether literal or as likely aligorical. both is still and always a possibility though. i think doctors get their wierd senses of humor from the need for it for their emotional survival. i think you really have touched, been touched, by a truely alien mind in some sense and i think that's, well not something that you can expect ever to mean the same thing to anyone else as it does to yourself. and that's a very positive thing too, even if, well, i don't really know how to explain why, but it is. i mean, that doesn't mean you can ever disreguard the relationship between conventionality and survival, but, being broadend like that, being, experiencing a kind of emotional impact of diversity, i mean that's like really the philosopher's stone or pearl of great price or whatever you want to call it. that's one of the things, why dreams are so really cool. well, at least by how i measure such things. =^^= .../\...
