Dying alone? Getting extremely old? Losing every friend? Becoming homeless? Going to hell? Contacting deadly disease? Reincarnating as Paris Hilton?
The only thing I am honestly afraid of is watching someone I love die....I would rather go BEFORE them.
im scared of being left alone and losing every friend...that is like hell on earth,nobody can handle that. It sounds like the most painful thing that can happen to someone!
Hari..... I absolutly love your signature! And idk, people, I think I'm pretty decent at least excessively worrying about things I can't control but it's easier said then done to just say or know those things aren't worth worrying about.
My smoking habits have been cut down significantly due to money restraints as well as it being more a hassle to get.... The thing is my back has been hurting so bad near my left shoulder that I was in tears yesterday, was only able to sleep two hours- literally woke up gasping in pain. And I'm not a baby about pain. I have a doctor's appointment a few days from now and I'll be (hopefully!) getting some pills from a best friend today (im getting them, i just hope it's today), that should really help me. I missed smoking before (although it hasn't been even two weeks but still) but that is nothing compared to the fact that I know smoking would help my back pain and help me sleep. I'm thinking I might have a gift in that way when I go to get the pills.. I hope..... Yawn. Ouch.
I'm worried about contracting a deadly disease.... And I probably should fear going to hell... I'm slightly awful, as a person. But, ehh.
comming back as Paris Hilton is a little scary...well a lot scary. But I was kind and forgiving in this life so maybe I wont have to come back as something that awful.
Oh Annie, but you can overcome your fears of these things! I mean it, if you want to, you can. Becoming overweight is only natural to fear, because it is unhealthy. IF there is no medical excuse for it, it is definitley a sign of selfishness. But commitment is a wonderful and beautiful thing. And regection, well this is a part of life and something we become accustomed to sooner or later. Good luck to you, John ~
Dying alone? We all die alone... Getting extremely old? Not much chance of that. Losing every friend? I have none as it is. Becoming homeless? It's a possibility for most people. Going to hell? I would own Hell. Contacting deadly disease? Done. Diabetes sucks. Reincarnating as Paris Hilton? Hmmm...let's see. I'd be filthy rich for nothing and I'd get laid. What's the downside? Seriously.