virginity sucks

Sex is the expression of 1 to 1 love, but I believe in all to all love, which does not include sex, because you don't really have a need for it, because of your absolute love.
Sex is like drugging - while you're high, it's fine, but when you go without it for a while, you feel like shit. I don't believe in drugs, cause they suck big time and the joy is not real, it is not real happiness. The same with sex. Sex is not real love. Real love is absolute, not a single person to single person love. Thus sex is a symptom of fear of love - of absolute love, of love for all beings, of love for life itself.
I am in a search for TRUE happiness.