I need a place to call home

I also posted this in the find a ride forum. Ive been on this crazy long trip forthe last few yeArs and it feels like its coming to an end. i ran out of money and all i have is my clothes, my guitar, and a copy of the dharma bums to read at night. I have a job to go to in provo, Ut working for dell, but i so badly dont want to go!!! would anyone be willing to let me join them on an adventure/ roadtrip anywhere? i just drove from atlanta to san diego and it only took 4 days!! way too fast i want to relax and breathe and live. not work and be tried and depressed just to get up and do it again everyday. any suggestions? im not to keen on travelling alone, although its all ive ever done. 30 states in 4 years. wow. it sounds amazing to say that. Mexico sounds wonderful right now.
This is going to sound ridiculously typical but i dont care. its the truth.
I need an alternative to this un-satisfactory life ive been living. i feel like im not made for this world because i dont seem to fit in anywhere. its like the allman brothers ramblin man. thats how i feel. or free bird. is that how we all feel? whats it like to live with like minded people? is it like the beach where they have a literal society? i would love to try something new and just escape the ordinary. Im soo sick of feeling like a failure because im not motivated enough to put on a suit and tie and go to a job that i hate. is that so wrong?
i dont think so. i think we are all who we are, and forcing ourselves to be anything else is not what living is all about. So my new friends, I ask you to help me find a new way to live. or a new place or a new anything that is the opposite of what im doing right now, which is basically struggling to please other people while i suffer due to a lack of smiling, and beaches, and homeade pie. Any suggestions? my bags are packed and im on the stoop waiting for something. anything.

BE PEACE!!!
Jay
metalguynineteen@hotmail.com or 801 691 9266

 

hmmm, well, welcome to the forums dude!

 

welcome to the forums!

 

welcome. [[= --sounds amazing. I Hope you find something. I'd take you up on that offer is I was 18. lol.

 

I think im gonna hop on a bus away