i dont know what is wrong but for about the past week i have been so down i hit a all time low when lastnight i cried myself to sleep. i think a lot of it is not having anyone to talk to. i dont have friends, when my step-dad walks in the room i might as well not even exist. i have everything i could ever want but my mom just doesnt really accept me. like down to the vehicle i drive. for my 16 b-day i could have any car i wanted from this one car lot so i picked a vw beetle but she wouldnt by it because was "hippie" so now i am 17 and the only kid at school who doesnt have a job a drives a esclade. so at school i am called the spoiled rich kid. i hate it and i dont know what to do
Hi. I read you're message..and I thought I was the only one. Something very bad happened to me a year ago..I lost the best friend I ever had,and the best love as well..So I got very depressed and continued lovin' him even months after we stopped talking..and then i realized how dumb that was. . I have no friends..what-so-ever..my brother and me,used to get along so well that I thought of him as a friend...untill he completely changed,moved out with a girl he only knew for2 weeks and refused to so much acknowledge my existence.and continues to do so... My mother, acts sometimes like a child trapped in an adults body..it's weird. Like I go places with my mother as if she was a friend of mine. But she isn't..And the thing is,I forget that sometimes..and I'll attempt to tell her things that I can only tell someone of a friend of mine. And this is strange,also...I feel like I don't belong here,in this generation. Nobody understands me.At all even slightly.. I feel like I belong in the 1960's..I am so much into the 60's,I look like it..act like it..I feel I was there..And I get depressed a lot,that I may not be there again..I know it sounds crazy but..it's true to me. See,you're not alone. I want to die too sometimes.
welcome too ill just post u the rule book 987 pages. get your police clearance . get your cycological report, your personality test, your I Q and get you to to sighn My dislamer form, and of course u must have your own insurance.