I hate myself and want to die

my stupid on off boyfriend is so fucking STUPID I explain over and over to him why he is hurting my feeligns and he NEVER QUITE GOT IT

I feel UGLY in every way

WhenI am upset my family does everything wrong you can possibly do

I am working every day, for half a day, to save for rent/school, i have no summer....at the stupidest piece of shit job around

Im depressed and even though i want a clear clean space to live in in my bedroom, i have no more energy or motivation to take care of anything
...... and i dont own anything nice cause im dirt poor

 

Look at the glass half-full, man.

And join Optimist International.

And don't forget to smile!

 

I agree. I have problems, HUGE problems, BUT
Its gonna be ok, and I know it, just gotta look into the future, what you want for it and reach your goals, and maybe prescribed anti-depressants can help you on your way.

NO ONES LIFE IS PERFECT, NO ONE.

 

Thanks for responding kindly guys. I was having a crazy manic episode last night and I just knew I needed to express my feelings somehow. I feel ALOT better.I need to stabilize myself more. and cut some negative influences out, clearly.....

 

Good for You! Trust me, I'd have to write a story book about my current problems, but i FORCE MYSELF to see the glass half full, even when its empty.