Broken hearts & Broken friendships

I think today was the most emotionally stressing day I have ever had in my whole life. I'm so broken. My best friend in the whole world told in such a subtle way ... myspace ... that i'm no longer her best friend. I'm more like friend number 15.

It goes so much deeper than a friendship though ... I love this girl way more than anyone else who i've been around. I feel like a piece of me died.

 

Awwww Josh... I'm sorry. I don't like those myspace top friends lists. I find it silly to have to classify friends.

It's a full moon btw. Everyone I talk to is having weird shit happen.

 

Ok, this is not the greatest but instead turn this to a positive and go from there.

It is up to you how you do this. So they were not the friend you thought......life goes on. And let life go on.

Best wishes


KyndVeggie4Peace]I think today was the most emotionally stressing day I have ever had in my whole life. I'm so broken. My best friend in the whole world told in such a subtle way ... myspace ... that i'm no longer her best friend. I'm more like friend number 15.

It goes so much deeper than a friendship though ... I love this girl way more than anyone else who i've been around. I feel like a piece of me died.[/QUOTE]

 

Thanks guys.

I think the part that hurts the most is that I brought the whole thing on myself. Although, it's hard as hell to live with somebody you love more than life itself, and see them loving someone else. =/

 

Now I know who this is about (I think)...


Are you okay?

 

That's gotta be hard man- I feel for ya.

 

I could be better.

I was never so heartbroken before in my life though. I think this hurts more than physical pain. In fact I know it does.

 

I know the feeling =(

 

so sorry for you.........
i lost a friend too...
i can understand ya

 

It's not so much that i'm loosing her, but I know we will never be the same.

 

Was it possible that you overestimated what the substance of the friendship really was? Perhaps you felt strongly that the relationship had a certain depth and she did not completely share that. I get the sense that there's still a relationship there so my somewhat blind advice is to take it for what it is, not what it isn't. You'll make other close friends and the emotional void you currently feel is almost certain to be filled and then some.

 

The problem was actually me. Being shady and not telling the whole story.

I pretty much pissed her off stright over the edge.

 

Sounds like you took a little wisdom away from the experience so there's a little positive to take away from the heartbreak.

Has she forgiven you? Good character includes that. If you were that close then she really ought to be willing to overlook what you did. Otherwise are you really losing very much? Whatever happens with her you need to work on forgiving yourself.

 

Wow, your the shrink i've needed all these years!

I wish I could look at things that in depth.

 

I suspect that you'll be looking at things far deeper eventually. Life leaves little scars that add up to character. Sometimes we need to be bitch-slapped by circumstance before we stop to think about what we do and say. That's the case for me anyway.

The only real difference between our perspectives is I've taken twenty-two more trips around the big star and have had the opportunity to really fuck up. Your intelligence tells me that you'll be alright... likely better than alright. Unfortunately the little things that will improve you are going to cause pain in the process.

 

Man, I wish I could find the other half of my jigsaw puzzle...

Nobody ever wants to put together a jigsaw puzzle with missing pieces... especially ones from other boxes.

 

MySpace is so overrated.

I mean, my profile is back on default now.

I could care less.