And everything would seem to be fine, girlfriend, good friends. Sometimes I just dont know why I feel so terrible....
I know exactly how you feel. There is nothing really wrong with my life. All in all my life is good. EXCEPT... for some reason I've lost the abiltity to be happy for any length of time beyond a few hours. In fact I think I'm experiencing a major existential or early mid-life crisis of sorts. I'm always in the dumps. I feel like I'm meandering aimlessly through life. I've lost my light, my will to participate in life and yet I cannot explain why. So yea... I know how you feel. I can offer you nothing more than empathy, as I have no answers myself. Take comfort in knowing you are not alone in your sadness. Many think it's easy to just 'get over it'. But when you don't know what that 'it' is... it's kinda hard to heal it. My heart is with you friend.
Sounds like depression. If it lasts much longer, you could always see somebody for it. Who knows, they could end up helping you out big time. Either way, it just sounds like inner turmoil, and I know exactly what that's like. Hope all goes well