I need help....

I'm very afraid that what happened to innocent angel will happen to me... I'm getting very depressed. Please is there anyone here that would be willing to take me away from here?

 

if you want people to believe your serious about this, the last thing you should be doing is arranging for someone to come and get you off the net
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I dont wanna be 30 or 40 & still be male..... I dont care how I just wanna become female....

 

well to be honest, when you started asking for anyone to come round your house, I started to think that you where just having a joke.

But presuming your not, what you are doing at the moment, should someone take you seriously is a good way of getting yourself hurt, njured or even killed.

people on here can give you help and advice but it has to come from the point of view that this isn't going to happen over night
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No, you dont want to end up like me

You definitely need some kind of support. Im not sure what if any services there are in your area to help you. But for a lot of people, support is very important. Im convinced if id had the support when i needed it most, id probably be living a life now. Im not sure i should be giving advice, as ive made a total mess of my own life. But i know the mistakes i made, and if i could go back i would do things very differently.

I really dont think just wanting anyone to just come and pick you up is a very good idea. Then again, if i had net access at your age, i may have been doing a similar thing. Its difficult when you know there's only one thing that can set you free from your hell, but you cant find anyway of achieving that. But wanting just anyone to pick you up probably isnt the way to go. Desperation can make people do very foolish things though, i suppose.

 

I just want to leave...... People here seem nice & understand what I'm going thru..... Thats why I asked here & not on Myspace, IGN, or something....

 

I just want to leave...... People here seem nice & understand what I'm going thru..... Thats why I asked here & not on Myspace, IGN, or something....

 

leaving is the worst thing you can do. There is most likely a support center in your area. Do some looking and you will probably find one. I know how it feels to want to go to prom and homecoming and school as a girl. I deal with it every day. But get friends who love and support you, and then you can be yourself at their house, and even though the outside still doesn't show it, you can still be yourself at school and out with your friends.

 

sign up for a tribe.net account too. there are many threads and "tribes"-(groups)there and people who are realy far out and open minded too. Check it out.

 

What I suggest you do is see a therapist, maybe one that specializes in dealing with transexuals. After a few months of therapy (length and circumstances will probably depend on your therapist) you can have the therapist write a letter to a doctor to prescribe you horomones so you can start HRT. Thats how you need to start off.