ever want to put a bullet through your head?

Empty inside
isolation
I want to run
from the things inside my head

I know your around me
but I don’t want to be
I am so sorry
I cant help but wallow in my own self pity

I wish I could kill
all my mistakes
I know I cant count them all
and I wish I could say im doing
all it takes

I don’t want to try
I just want to lay down
and die

 

wow...that was good.

but please don't kill yourself!! trust me, i've tried 15 times and woken up in the hospital everytime...it hurts your family alot and your closest friends...really,I have no room to talk though because I keep trying. But don't do it!

 

its good...ive tried to kill myself but i always just wake up in my bed at home...it never really works i feel ur pain hun like it doesnt matter to the world if u exsist or not ur just simply someone they deal with

 

not bullet lately, but definately a soldering pen since I've been working on electronics.

 

nice poem, i can relate to suicidal wishes. i keep trying but it never works. really good poem though...

 

thanks for the support, i was having a really bad withdrawel when i wrote this. means a lot people give two shits.

 

Well then my friend, I'll give two more shits to ammend that you need to take a break from that shit,

save up a bank roll, get enough for two next you feel like it's mackin' time, and get your ass over here so I can keep a sothing eye on you so you learn not to go TOO heywire.
...or just not touch the shit anymore...
Rapid D-tox is a bitch!
Peace.