I need help....

I'm am a male transexual. My name is Thomas. My parents absolutely hate transgenders..... Thats why I cant tell them.... I want someone to just come to my house & take me away with them.... So I can live my life as a girl..... I seriously want that. Is there anyone here that can help me become a woman?

 

Just step back a minute and think clearly about you relationship with your parents. It' may not be as bleak as it seems. Parents love their children even though they may be a pain in the ass. Your parents love you. Get a good education and be self sufficiant. There are others out there who will understand you.

 

Im sorry that your parents are being stupid noobs. I can't help make you a woman, but I can say that nomatter how much you parents may disapprove, always stay true to who you really are.(man, i sound like F@#$%^& Dr.Phil!!!!)

 

I've done that. They've specifically said if they ever found out I was TG they'd kick me out of the house, disown me & everything.... Thats why I need someone elses help.... I'm 17 but I know if someone doesn't help me I may never become female. That scares me alot. The one thing I always wanted was to go to prom, homecoming, & just plain school as a girl. I wanna hang out at the mall, have a boyfriend, just do regular girl things..... I want someone to get me out of here.....

 

Fuck magic powers pulling you out of hell. You have everything you need in your heart.

 

I need money & someone to help me. My heart cant do any of that. I try to stay happy around my parents but Its hard.... I'm even female in my dreams..... I've thought about killing myself a few times......

 

Please someone help me..... If you know how to help me please email me.

 

Talk to your guidance councelor about college education, further your education. You can do it if you try. Be honest with yourself and the people who support you. Talk it out.

 

I'm homeschooled right now & I dont go to college until the end of 2008...... I have noone to "talk it out" too........ Thats another reason I desperatly want to leave...... Also the guidance counselors around here tell your parents everything you tell them here until your 18...... Please someone just come & take me away.....

 

Tallk to me.

 

I want to be a girl now.... I wanna go to the prom, homecoming, wear make up & feminine clothes, have a boyfriend & everything..... I wanna be a teenage girl... If I wait any longer it wont be possible.

 

Ok two things, learn to accept help when its offered to you, Trekker has said that you can talk to him, he can't make you into a woman but he has offered you support.

and this process isn't going to happen over night, as much as you may want it too, changing your physical sex is a long and difficult journey, on all levels and it can't be rushed.

there are ways of starting the process, if you are intent on doing this, but even if you where living in the perfect enviroment, it wouldn't happen right here, right now.
it may be what you want, but rushing into something like this wouldn't be what you need.

however that does'nt mean that you aren't going to be able to have support and help in the mean time
S

 

Attraction is what it is. You must be true to yourself.

 

thats fine trekker but it doesn't take away from the fact that the transexual journey is a long a difficult one, its not going to happen quickly
S

 

I know it'll take a long time.... At least a year just for the hormones....... But I'm confused about a few things. Since about march certain things started to happen like in my Dreams I'm now a girl instead of the usual dreams of me being a boy.... & just recently I found myself attracted to other men.... Did this happen to you too?

 

I wished that I was a girl when I was in my teens..

 

Oh, god. I know the feeling. Unfortunately, i feel its far too late for me now. When i was 17, i thought i had plenty of time to do the things i wanted. Then, before you know where you are, you're hitting 30 and your life is a million times worse than it was when you were 17.

If you really do feel as desperate as you say you are, you need to start trying to do something soon. Or you'll end up like me, a hollow shell who has no identity, just existing from day to day without a single thing to show for my miserable existence. You have time on your side, and if you're determined enough, and can get the right help, im sure you'll be just fine.

 

so what advice would you give to her then, wwith regards to the practicule side of moving away from home?
S

 

Seeing as i am in the process of trying to do that now, i really dont know what advice to give as regards to that. Plus, the ins and outs of moving home, is probably entirely different where she lives to where i am. Where i live, good quality rented accommodation is practically impossible to get hold of. So if you dont have the money, and dont want to live in a hell hole, then you've got a very long waiting game if you want a half - decent place. All i will say to her is, if in her heart of hearts she knows who she is, and she knows for a fact her parents wont support her, she needs to get out as soon as possible. I didnt do that, and that's a decision i will bitterly regret for as long as i live

 

& thats why I want somebody to come & help me..... Please is there any way someone could come & get me? I have it all planned out.... If someone comes within the next 1-2 weeks I could leave with the person who comes. My mom will be gone from 8:30 to at least 9:10..... & then again from 11:20-12:20..... Please I dont wanna be like Innocent Angel.
If you come & get me I'll do anything for you. Anything..... Please if you could help me contact me at Olorin90@yahoo.com