Wow, fuck, for the first time in a year I actually felt like myself again and was actually truely, happy. Fucked up thing is its happened after I'd been smoking all night, didn't goto sleep, then walked in the hot morning sun for 3 miles, just to see a women that I still love with all my being that fucked me over, is pregant and married to an ex friend. Theres a chance it could be my baby, and I actually want it to be mine so he will leave her, and she can be with me, cuase man shes the one and shes getting away. Sorry, please dont flame I need to get this off my chest.
i felt like you once not that long ago. i didn't stay up all night smoking lol! but i certainly felt like myself again and it was great. good luck with the girl and the baby though!
Thats not a very good reason to want a child to be yours, im definitely not flaming you, but the responsibility of a child is unfathomable to those of us that dont have children and you should always want a child for the right reasons, selfless reasons, not selfish reasons.
wow man, sorry about that. i've been down the same road before, except for the baby, i know how it is. but hopefully it all works out for you in the end.
I want to have a kid though, I'm just sayign I hope it is mine, cuase I wana raise a kid and I'd love it to be with her.
