Dont know whats wrong with me

me and my boyfriend broke up for good. and it seems like i dunno if its true or not. it feels like im still in love with him and waiting for him to call back and say his sorry and everything will be alright. im not crying which i feel like i should cause i was happy with him but i feel nothing and then days where i feel so lonely and so vunerable. i miss someone to talk to, someone to turn to, he helped me through all my problems and now i just hold my feeliings back and i just wait until it comes all out but it dosent! i wanna cry, i wanna bang my head against a wall, i wanna beg for him to comeback but i do nothing. i blame myself, i didnt TRY HARD ENOUGH and for years i never really felt in love like he did for me, thought it was gonna last a couple of months but it didnt, it kept going. and now i wanna tell him im in love with him and i wanna give everything to him, its over,its gone. my emotions are so confused. im back to fuckin one night stands and just a wing relationship so i dont lose my mind. i know ill move on but ill always have him on my mind cause he changed my life.

sorry---needed to get that off my chest

 

Things will get better soon try to take a deep breath and relax

Though he may have made a big impact on your life someone else will one day come along and make a difference even greater

It does get better with time but a lot of time it will take

old saying is there are plenty of fish in the sea but sometimes you have to throw a few back to catch the right one

 

Why don't you try telling him how you feel, it will be much easyer for you because that way you'll know for sure that you haven't missed any possible chanse and who knows, mabye you'll end up togahter after all!

 

Am sorry to say this but time is the only cure to your disease.

I broke up with my last gf about half a year ago but we remained really close friends, I mean real friends.
Then about a month & a half ago she told me she couldn't keep talking to me. She said she just couldn't get over me cus she felt that if we remained friends she would never be able to forget about me.
Sadly, our friendship ended and there was nothing I could do about it .
You know what they say, if you're not getting ready to get hurt you are not ready to love.

 

that sucks, but it always seems to work that way when we have it we take it for granted and then when it's gone we want it back, i have been there so many times as a matter of fact i sometimes feel that way now, i definately love him but he says i love you sooooooo much sometimes it doesn't seem sincere.i would probably try to get him back and be honest and tell him how you really feel at least then you can say you tried.

 

It ain't the end of the world as you may feel lu. Life will go on and you will find another to care for. Believe me, my divorce became final this past January after 18 years. Her choice, she found someone younger to hang with. I was not in the best frame of mind, but life has got better. Bought a house, new vehicle, have new friends. LIFE IS GREAT!!!!!!! It'll take a bit, but you will recover. I wish you the best lu, you can IM me if you want to chat, that seemed to help me.
Peace,
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PS: Don't forget to laugh alot, keeps them endorphins kickin and a smile on your face!!!!!!!

 

thank you gyus!!! that really cured the feelings! I just needed it to get off my chest, i dont like things bottled up, then exploding at someone who doesnt want to hear it, but thank you guys again

PS-hippy...taking me ride on that Harley will makes me smile!