about 3 days ago the best man in the world to me broke up with me. i was really in love with him and been going out for over an year. he said it wasnt going to wrk out cause of distance and it broke my heart cause i knew in the back of my mind he found someone else probably a lot prettier and younger thn me. i lost my best friend but im not crying about it. i mean at times it comes but nothing really ever happens just my eyes get watery but then it stops. i cant shake the feeling of emptiness either. no midnight calls from him. its strange and i hate it. i stay up all night til 4 or 5 am because i dont want to go to bed feeling lonely all night. i cant be lonely, i always have to think about someone so i have a smile on my face but now i have no one. i dont want to quickly move on but nor do i wanna try to settle with him again. everytime i tell myself its ok to move on, i get so uncomfortable with a different guy touching or even talking to me flirty type. is there any way i canshake this off?
It is just going to take time. You have to work through it and figure out what/how you want to feel. Just don't beat yourself up about it. If he couldn't see the good in you then he isn't worth it. And right now me saying that might not really make you feel anything but you will realize it later.
