Caring less and less...

I've noticed the more I endure as being gay and in the closet and open up more towards what i am, the less i care about other topics (eg. School). I'm not sure whether to call it a "stage" or not, or if it's normal, but I'm finding myself wanting to focus on what I am and discuss about it more. I don't know if its because most of my life I've considered about others before myself, or if its just the nature of being in the closet. I don't really want to suppress it and force myself to focus on something else, bottling my emotions up doesn't turn out nice so I've learnt from my history. Any advice?

 

well try finding someone wich by i mean a b/f that would do it i reckon

 

its because your just discovering your sexuality and its different to the norm, hopefully in time people around you will more or less accept you and then you'll become less focassed on it all the time
S