I am quitting everything, except the occasional alcohol binge, which rarely happens. Whenever I do anything I just get depressed as hell. Acid really does not help that at all cause it just shows you how shitty this fuckin world is. I never thought I would say that I'd be depressed from weed but it seems the last few times I've smoked, thats what happened. I am on day 3 as of now. God this shit is gonna be hard, cause everyone I hang out with smokes, so I guess I am going to be hangin out by myself for a little bit. I am still all for weed and its gonna be a bitch for me to say no I would not like to hit that but I feel I really need a long break right now. Kinda like I've been in a haze for a couple years. Wish me good fortune.
I had to quite for a while when I was your age too man. I got really depressed and everythign was just making it worse, I was super suicidial and shit. I stopped for a good 6 months, then ever since, I've tried to moderate my shit. Everythings much better now.
nahh dude its just your tollerance give it a month then light up (when your in a good mood), and chill to some pink floyd
I just feel I need to get my shit together, I'm gonna try to get a job down the road from where I live. Hopefully I will feel better about myself cause my self esteem is always very low. You guys can smoke for me, right?
haha most deffinetly and when i got a job it made things better to i hope things workout for ya man i'm goin to bed to talk to you tommoro or somethin man good luck
yeah its a good decision youre making: dont ever smoke if/because youre depressed. itll only make you feel worse. but its not the weed making you feel that way, its you. and um YEAH lay off the acid if youre depressed! whatchoo thinkin? that shit has all to do with your emotions going into the trip, and if youre down, then your trip is guaranteed to suck. but anywho, once again, good decision! im sure youll be fine in a couple of months, just find other things to doand dont just sit around on the computer or something cuz then youll get bored and wanna smoke.
just take a break from it all until you feel like you won't be depressed and shit again.. that happened to me during the winter time.. and i didn't smoke for awhile and then when i did it was much better and just recently i quit smoking for about 3 weeks cause i would just get tired and depressed.. i just smoked last night and it was totally different
Good Luck! I am trying to quit too. Now its day 11 (yes?) . I think so. Being sober is crazy stuff. Everything is so bright and almost, threatening , outside. I realize how sick my soul was. Still am depressed and unmotivated and ego centered, I thought quitting would resolve this but doesnt seem so. I kind of feel like I can't ever achieve anything. Nonsense, gotta kick myself in the butt. I had rigidity in my body before quitting, was like a piece of wood, now my movements are much more relaxed. So I guess I can be thankful for that. The way I speak also expresses more humanity. Withtout realizing I was robotic and cold, unkind, with some people. Scary thing is that for many of us addicts, saying oh ive been sober for a long time lets smoke one , just wont cut it. Might just start the cycle again. Its going to be alright haha! But I hope I can still do some mushrooms or something without going into some kind of psychotic mania! Marijuana. Marijuana.
LSD shows you everything. The world is not bad, its good and bad. But the simple fact that we are alive and can see the good and bad, is life, its a positive action. A negative action would be reversed, or worse, nothing. So, in reality, the balancing act keeps the harmony, though at times it easy for us to give up and feel that the bad overwhelms the good. There really is no other way around it, sometimes our lives suck and sometimes our lives are wonderful. But that is all by our own doing, if you dont want your life to suck, stop being bothered by your problems. Because believe me, we ALL have them
