Ive been trying to explain this feeling / concept to multiple people but so far i cant portray what i have expierened in an effective manner yet. IM posting here hoping that this will fall upon open minds. ok, heeres how the story goes.... me and my friend smoked out pretty deep into the abyss last night, just grass but it was really intense stuff. We like to go by the terence mckenna quote that is someting like "it's the perfect place, the place where you say, My God... I have gone too far!" So thats basically how the night went. During that time i had basically a dimunition of the concept of "I" and i wrote myself a letter the next day that said. "when i tell you this, it was a different version than I." because that was the "past me" but not "me now". a different version, and when i wake up tommorw this version will be gone, well, now it already is, haha. I dunno man, i dunno weather to laugh about that or try and convince the concept of myself that i was on to someting. Similar expierences?... any thoughts? .. am i a crazyass?
Wow, you had a psychedelic experince on marijuana. I've had this happen twice, the first time I had taken 800 mg DXM, half a hit of acid, and smoked 1 gram. I woke up to a notebook that said, The Aron you knew is gone, he has been replaced, the've come to get me now. With alot real crazy stuff. Also, when I wrote down a friends number when he called me, I called him back, but, the next morning the phone number was totally reversed, like a mirror. I belive I was almost in a sort of different plane.
i've read abook says that indians think when aperson dies his soul comeback to life in another body trying to do good deeds and stuff of charity but i really don't know becuz science is like sea you just keep drowning in it and dont wanna come out,well i think i lost it
that's retarded.. you compose a thought of your current feelings.. it's not as if you cannot string a sentence together because at all times, things are changing considerably.
