I am really not in a good mood.

I hate it when men lead you on.
I hate people who write poetry about love and peace and freedom and vapid emotion.
I hate it when smokers think they're cool.
I hate it when you hang out with people, and they're boring/bored until somebody breaks out a bowl or a bottle.
I hate the season. I never go outside anymore.
I hate graduations. They remind me too much of leaving Texas.
I hate graduation parties more.
I really just hate parties period.
I hate periods.
I hate it when people misinterpret Diane Arbus's motives.
I hate digital cameras.
I hate it that I'm only visiting the cities when I go to Europe.
I hate my car.
I hate that I stubbed my toe last night playing laster tag, and now the nail is coming off.
I hate it that people think I'm stupid sometimes.
I hate it that people know I'm unathletic all the time.
I hate it when I can't be witty at the right times.


But I think I hate when men lead you on the most...

 

I think I feel a good half of that today.

Winds blow hard. They'll suck you up and drown you, in the right location.

I'm sick of being sick and I'm sick of indecisive depression. I'm sick of my lungs. I'm sick of my nasal passages. I'm sick of replying to every message on here because of being under the weather... diverting my attention all the time. I'm sick of tears being salty. I want to taste something else for once.

I'm sick of both women and men.

I'm sick of not trusting anyone anymore.

..anything but the usual.

I love my car. It desperately needs cleaning.

I hate my car.

Agh. I hate my bathroom. At times, I can't stand this house in it's entirety.

I really miss the feeling of being genuinely happy, yet unsatisfied.

I'm tired of waiting for people to be in their groove

I'm tired of always not being in my element because of it

I love my car.. and I'm not even sure if I believe in the latter. Funny, yet I believe God is love. God is also spontaneous and twisted, at times. I have no quarrels.

I hate this post...

fucking repetenhg3rjiekhgeragjarogtitive.ness

 

Really? People think you're stupid? () Well, we would never think that.

Nothing to be ashamed about there. After all, who really cares if an artist is athletic? Do you really care how much Burroughs could bench press?

Well... I guess I feel that one, too.

 

Yeah, sometimes the juice is drained, so far as wit goes.... which is when I really enjoy being cheesy or pathetic or looking at myself in that manner, haha. I revert to apathy, once that's drained.

 

I hate that I'm going to be a lawyer.

 

You should have some of the Miso Soup I'm having...

The mushrooms in it taste like lab-grown magical mushrooms... I swear.

 

I can't find miso anywhere for the life of me.

I hate that.

 

That's because Wisconsin sucks.

(Yes, Wisconsin... Canada does not exist... everyone who claims to be from Canada is actually from Wisconsin (or maybe Wyoming) and is too ashamed to admit it).

 

Dude, but that part of Canada isn't really like Wyoming or Wisconsin, from my experience.

Haha, I have some instant miso in the basement, I believe. With rice noodles and all. I could bring some to roo, if you want that. I've had better, though, but it's still miso. Man, all I've had to eat today is a friggin veggie burrito... and I'm diggin it. I guess the slurpee I'm consuming right now, makes up for it.

And that was the.... either best or second best Keller Williams show I've ever seen, despite how short it was. I totally ran into Keller's mom and Ella... Emily was there. Think I saw Keller's dad wondering around, too. They had the whole damn crew there. Apt. Q-258 was a total beast tonight, that Jeff Sipe. Ran into him too. Don't know who is playing for Trey now, since he's been with Col. Hampton lately. So far, I've met Jeff Sipe twice this month. He was falling all over his set while his tech worked on it and he was in the middle of a drum jam. That guy's always a trip. Reminds me of Wall.

BTW, we might not have anymore miso. I haven't checked yet.

 

I'm not even close to Wisconsin or Wyoming at all. I'm closer to New York state or Michigan.

And Canada does not suck.

 

Ofcourse "Canada" doesn't suck...

It is actually too good to be true... which is why it doesn't exist!

 

Um......okay.


What is this miso soup? Can't say I've ever had it. :sunglasse

 

I have miso soup. I just got it at the grocery store up the street. There's so much Asian food here! :H

 

Well, you're in Seattle... duh :tongue:

For lunch today I had a grape jelly-and-banana sandwich. Take that, people with fancy tastes.

 

I had sushi for lunch.

Oh yeah.

 

Dude, I haven't even had food in a day. Just been too busy. I just got home from another show. The last time I ate was last night, after I got home from seeing Keller... and that was a burrito and a slurpie. I've just been way too busy with random things and concerts to keep up with eating, right now.

Dude, I just realized... I've eaten more random nugget chunks of some heavy indica laying around today than I have food in the past two days. That's pretty ridiculous.

Totally going on a health food craze here, this weekend... Least I'm getting my omega-3s (well, hempseed does have more than fish) and THCs. Aw shit, who really cares, man. I'm going to make some Chicken Shu Mai or something...

I like cooking outside on the coleman stove at this time of the night, from time to time, during the Summer.. or grilling. Never any noise/people to bother you... and I can leave it on low, chill outside and get some fresh air.

 

That's not good...

For dinner last night I had an orange (which I had to peel with my teeth and fingers, it was awesome ), a banana, the remnants of old peanut butter and some Lay's chips. Living on your own is just fantastic.