having fears confirmed, sentance by sentance

You know how if your mum comes out of your bedroom a little while after youve been tokin and calls out your name, thats kinda scary caus its like shes found something, but at the moment doesnt have any emotion.

Then you know how when they ask where you are in teh house, as if to want to some tand talk to you, and the scaredness doubles
Then they yell out your name dissaprovingly, but you know that might jsut be caus your rooms mess, but then, they go 'im very dissapointed in you' and its like shit! she smelt me.. but that can always lead to somehting else. and then to top if off, then come right up to you and say 'im very dissapointed that youve... -and you know it usually ends up being something harmless and then we laugh at our paranoia- been smoking dope in your room'

Its like the icing on the ass cake in scaredness! lol i kept cool about it tho but inside it was tearing me apart!

 

I know what your talking about!

 

I don't get it, she caught u that time? ...cause I know usually you just get the impression, but this time she really did?

 

yer youve got it

 

Was this her first time catching you?

 

nah, im like 'oh cmon ive jsut finnished my exams' and shes like 'hah you make it sound as if you acdtually did any work during the exams' and im like 'haha' and shes like 'im jsut worried about your financial situation' and im likl 'nah its cool im not in debt and ive not spend any money on it for ages' and shes like 'oh ok, come here' and hugs and yeh then shes lik e'now you can go do your drama homework stoned'


and im like '....nahhhhhh....'

 

LOL thats great! ...nice mom

 

hahahahah


My dad knows I burn cuz he's seen my papers and my bowl and we've gone to head shops together and he doesn't really care cuz he used to smoke MADD much but quit (cuz they were ASS POOR when I was born so they couldnt spend money on herb ya know) and my mom knows too (She hasnt said it or anything bu I know she does) and she's always like "Eh, ya know, you do it when you're young, and usually the time comes when something else happens and you just know it's time to quit. But you look at like <friend of hers>, she's SO SMART and could have so much but she works at the gas station cuz they don't drug test, and spends all her money on pot when they can't even afford cable..." and I tell her "Yeha, I know, madd friends of yours are like that... but I mean it doesn't ALWAYS turn out like that, tons of people are sucessful or atleast somewhat well-off in life, and you know I'm the kind of guy that doesn't need riches and shit to be happy" and she's like "Yeah, I know, Im just sayin it ends up the first way instead of the second" and Im like "Yeah, well, wuddayagunnado..."

For some reason me and my parents talk about herb a LOT.... My mom seriously needs to fucking get high. She'd be a lot happier lol
She also used to burn a LOT.

 

My mum and stepdad jsut made jokes at my munchies at dinner, i felt guilty caus i ate a big seconds and no one else got any more lol

 

haha thats the funniest shit. My mom knows i smoke, i dont act stupid when i do so i guess shes cool with it as long as i dont smoke around her.