hey, i've been very very ill for a very long time. most of my life. i'm sort of on the brink of getting well. sort of... if any of you pick up anything about anything that would help me, please let me know. but if you really dont and are just fucking with me, dont. I'm fragile.
Hi Surfnaked When I was dying I found the only healer that could make me whole was myself. Trusting in this self with a desire to be well made me look at myself and the choices I was making. I had to want to be well before I could make myself well. Having been a nurse for over 30 years I found medical science is only a tool and often a failing one at that. The real healing came from within the person. What images we hold on to and what we feed on does make a difference. With that said you are dealing with a couple of things and a good Reiki healer will be a help for you. first thing is this is a past life carry over in some ways because you never faced your fears of death and what it ment to stand alone. It was easier to be cared for. Today old patterns are still holding an image imprint on your psychi. Second thing is that the fragileness you feel is a lesson you asked to face this time around. You are only as strong as you wish to become and strive for. All this holds the key to your getting yourself well. I know I have been there.
