I had a very hippy day yesterday

I took a road trip accross fucking New Jersey and New York... windows down... loud music... stuff I only listen to in the summer, like SF bands and shit like that... I hadn't brushed my hair, had dandelions in it, was wearing my huge sunglasses, a bathing suit top and hotpants, barefeet...

Oh and I was on Xanax.

And I was eating vanilla ice-cream with m&ms in it... no, not from Mc Donald's.

 

Sounds fun.

Yesterday, I had a very studenty day. I handed in my two final theses and got drunk in a campus pub with my friends. Oh how I'll miss student life...

 

Xanax is very un-hippy.

 

and precisely why are you bragging about possibly screwing up the day of potentialy large numbers of other people? is this some kind of "christian" bennificence?

or simply the romantacising of demonising everything that doesn't kiss the ass of little green pieces of paper.

freedom isn't how much you can get away with screwing everything up for everyone else, freedom is how much you don't have to worry about someone else screwing everything up for you.

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the ice cream not being from macdogshits is all well and good, but is that supposed to make the rest of it heroic? or somehow heroicly compensate for thoughtlessness? and you didn't say where it WAS from. though ultimately of course ice cream comes from milk, along with a certain amount of proccessing and other things, the milk, in the case of comercial ice cream, generaly comming from cows, and the proccessing, like the powering of automobiles, coming in all probability from the use of combustion in some form.

it is a good feeling, i know, to be able to lean back in the seat of a vehicule, with little strain or effort, enjoying that it takes you where you point it, and seeing what can be seen from it and by doing so. i've enjoyed that feeling often enough myself. in times past.

but the main thing that concerns me and raises my ire, is the thoughtlessness of robbing others of their own thoughts, by thoughtlessly imposing one's own amusement upon them.

though what the markets for, that are created by the consumption of petrolium products, such as the needless slaughter of hundreds of thousands of people, women, children, shopkeepers, just as innocently heedless and uninvolved in the kind of incentives their dailly lives were creating as yourself, are nothing to be all that happy about either.

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no I was just being sarcastic... as most of the time on these forums. And Xanax may be un-hippy, it made me feel happy like a hippy.

 

sounds like lots of fun. You've kind of got me in the mood to road trip... I need a shower first.

 

This thread is useless without pictures.

 

As long as you had fun and nobody got hurt...

 

why would anybody get hurt? I didn't take like 50 mg of this shit... only .50mg which is nothing but enough to put me in a mellow mood... do you seriously think I would drive loaded on drugs? I'm not that irresponsible...

 

Is Xanax anything like Valium?

 

it's instant unconsciousness. to me.


i think themnax needs a nap.

 

why do so many people here do xanax?

 

I think a lot of people here are nevous wrecks and like to feel at ease sometimes. Or maybe they're just immature and like to take a million of them and not remember what they did the next day. Or they need to feel horny when they can't, Xanax surely helps with that. I remember having sex a few times and not remembering I had, but apparently it was great... okay, I believe it... it's always great with me

Anyways why do people only care about naked pictures of me? It's annoying... I don't take any more naked pics, don't intend to for a while, unless I find a good photographer because I don't wanna take them myself, and I don't give out the password anymore. Sorry... if you remember it... good for you... I did post a "free" pic on the Naked Earth Mamas thread though.

Anyways today is a beautiful day... unfortunately I am exhausted... maybe I'll take a nap... and party tonight (school's over!!!! )

 

woah you need to chill man! lol

 

Almost exactly. Both benzo's. Very shitty drug, I watched it ruin my son's mothers mental stability as it completley changed her personality. Its a shame because I really did love that girl.

 

yeah, unfortunately I know what it's like to see someone's personality completely change because of drugs. Hopefully it's only temporary

 

Its funny, because I mentioned in another thread that I guess you didnt see, that you look and think almost exactly like her! Not saying that you are a drug addict, but, you remind me of her. Dont worry its not a bad thing

 

I really hope not...! I don't wanna be a bad thing... and my personality has never changed because of drugs, I'm still pure and sane, no matter what I did ~ which was never abusive...

 

i need to live someplace far enough away from loud assholes so that i can forget they exist long enough so that i CAN "chill".

thoughtlessness is NOT hip, and not what being hip IS, or ever has been, about.
it DOESN'T take intending to be abusive to abuse. most real abuse ISN'T the reasault of anyone intending to be, however many people may occasionaly claim that also, but of otherwise seemingly innocent thoughtlessness.

i'm not trying to lay guilt trips, i'm just pointing what ACTUALLY makes things the way they are.

and we do live in a world, that is just exactly neither more nor less screwed up then our collective thoughtlessness makes it, whatever else may or may not also exist.

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I didnt mean it like that. And my ex isnt a bad person either, in fact Im still friends with her and we both take care of our son. Im just saying that you look like her and a lot of thoughts you type on here, remind me of things shes told me