Should I Stay, Or Should I Go? (Old Crone)

So I am stuck, here in Amsterdam, no money, no way to make money (so far) and any prospect of doing so is either illegal, or particularly tough for an American like myself...

I might have an opportunity to go somewhere else, but I keenly feel that my "purpose" here has not yet been fulfilled... would I be correct in that insight, or am I just hearing what I want to hear?

I've awakened in so many ways here, that it might be worth it to stick around, but my living situation is barely tolerable (just a smidge away from being on the street)...

Do you feel me being able to get a stable job here? I have my own inclinations, but you always have the best way of articulating....

Thank you blessed sister, I wish you well!

-Jess-

 

I was really hoping for a reply from Old Crone... but it seems that she hasn't seen my post yet... I'm looking for for intuitive insights than well-meaning but not quite customised advice... but thank you...