what did i do to deserve this horrible fate.

No, this is the new stuff, its called phosphorus, man It's the SHIT

They only time that scared me when I was hitting the nitrous balloon was when after I inhaled and exhaled back into the balloon about 5 or 6 times, then when I was sitting on the couch it was kicking my ass, felt great, but my lips were blue. I knew that wasn't good, I started to freak, but realized there was nothing I could do, so I just shook it off and had a good time. Wouldn't be something I would use more than monthly, if that.

 

sounds like a bad day and to vactom ur lips prolly turned blue cuz of the inhalation of the carbon mixed with the nitros due to the exhalation of the carbon/nitrogen back into the baloon definitely wouldn try that

 

My friend told me it was lack of oxygen to the brain, which seamed feasible to me, but yours makes sence too. But damn, that was a good ass night, hahaha.