i dunno what to say tbh. ive been gettin a bit close to this lass, who by luck is one of exes bestfriends. lol. we kissed one night (well, more 3am, after a night of dancing/grinding/alcohol/then soberness, then getting left by everyone, lol) n we talk all the time on the ol' msn. went to the cinema with her lastnight, n when we first met up, i was like git nervous (i dont know why, haha) but then i melowed out. saw that "Norbit"...was alright like, apart from she'd already seen it. lol. i really wanted to put me arm around her, ya know, the kinda cheesy thing you see in commercials, but i couldnt do move, haha. about 15 minutes from the end i started some hand touchin n stuff, which seemed to go good. dunno if this was just my mind, but like, durin the first couple of touches that i went in for, on her finger tips, i swear i felt like a little shock or something. like in the tip of my finger. strange. anyway. yes. i had a static time. heh heh. the thing i wana say is, i was really in two minds about taking things a bit further with this lass, who to be honest is pretty damn amazing, cos of her connection with my ex. and i thought that, if i end up seeing her, its gonna ruin any chance of gettin with my ex in the future, like ever. but tbh. i dont care atm. i think i like her...a fair bit. hmmm.. hello? on a random note...anyone heard of Matisyahu? im pretty buzzin from him at the moment like.
i wasnt looking for a reply, hence the title "i just need to tell someone". if you felt you could comment on it, then thats great, but if not, thats great too.
It's going to sound silly but - maybe share your feelings with her (just like that - completely & frankly) not with us, I'm just thinking it would make faster & more visible results, at least you wouldn't be so dubitative about that anymore.
lol, thanks lulla but like, im not in a rush to hasten things with her. yeah, sure, i'd like to spend a bit more time with her, maybe be a little more closer, but im just enjoying being with her the times i see her. n about the being frank part with her, telling her how i feel n stuff; i'd love to, to just spill it out "I-LIKE-YOU-A-WHOLE-LOTTA-LOT", but to me thats just a bit simple, a little too "boring"...i dunno. i tell her things, like "you make me smile" or "i had an estatic time tonight" n stuff, so its kinda hinting i like her, but not blately telling her. and i chose to tell the people on here, i just wanted to make a post about the situation, and that i like her. thanks for reading & commenting though.
...well. on a random note. so much for not being frank with her. lol. it went down well tho thatisall.
