my last thread died because everyone got confused, so here i go again- i brought up homeschooling with my mom, i showed her things i had printed out and she took one look at them and went 'oh homeschooling' and gave a huge sigh and rolled her eyes, she read the first page and gave it back and said that i still had to stay until december because one week (three weeks, actually) isn't enough time, considering ive been going there for the past nine fucking years of my life, it's not "enough time to abandon everything" and that i have to stay there until everything calms down at home, my grandmas in the hospital and she went on about my brothers and sisters, so basically she is saying that i have to go live in hell for another four months because she doesnt want to deal with me. i dont have to go to school, she'd have to physically drag me into the car and force me to go to classes, i dont want it to come to that but i refuse to go there for another four months
Come now, there has to be something good about school! you could have/make friends there fun times in school bathrooms pissing people off some teachers are cool guys some teachers are cute guys better than being bored at home the masterpieces that we call doodles sneaking headphones in the back of the room (okay don't do this one. Too hard to hide when a really great song is playing) play the mystery meat game ceiling tile smoking in the boys room (the Brownsville Station version, not the Motley Crue rip-off) those open-ended questions you can't get wrong. answering previously mentioned questions with stories about octopus lots of time for daydreaming backroom buddies ok I really tried, now damnit, you do the same and find at least one little reason school is entertaining.
theres tons of good, but boda is different from us all, aint that right boda? you know all the answers, dont ask us, ask yourself, look within, not outside... we cant tell you what YOU need to do, we can only suggest and point the way... you have to go that way, its up to you ultimatley
my best friend and I had a whole notebook dedicated to lists. We would make a list for each and every person we didn't like. It was fun as hell because the last week of our senior year we made copies of the lists and gave them to the people that they were about.... There are tons of fun things to do at school...even if school itself sucks.
your list gave me a little smile, but it didnt change anything alex thats the first thing youve said that makes any sense to me
im sure the rest would make sense had you stopped and thought about it, without your preconcieved notions and all that shit... but im glad something finally got through to you
I had a friend who was homeschooled from 1st grade up, she ended up not having many friends and not learning much. I'm not saying all homeschooled kids are like this, her parents just sucked at teaching. But highschool isn't that bad, its just four years, that shape who you are for the rest of your life. You just gotta make the best of it. It's not like you have to be prom queen to have fun, in my opinion being unpopular for the right reasons builds charater. But hey, whatever floats your boat.
what do you get out of saying things like that? i have no idea what popularity has to do with this, i do not want to be one of the 'popular girls' i was one of those for a majority of my life, this last year i finally found some real friends and theyre awesome, it was just the five of us, they all go to a differernt school now and ive got my one friend at this school, i dont give a crap about popularity.
the satisfaction of knowing i may have "sparked your soul to ignite"(phish) and that i may have helped you to understand something a lot of people dont. what do you get out of running away from school, and blocking me?
i have no idea what popularity has to do with this, i do not want to be one of the 'popular girls' i was one of those for a majority of my life, this last year i finally found some real friends and theyre awesome, it was just the five of us, they all go to a differernt school now and ive got my one friend at this school, i dont give a crap about popularity.[/QUOTE] Well then, I'm mistaken. I thought popularity had someting to do with it, but apparently not.
i dont view it as running away, lol and from blocking you well.. i dont have to deal with you just stop giving me all this shit youve been givng me, you have no idea whats going on in my life, you dont live my life, you cant judge me and tell me how to live. dont give me some philisophical answer, dont tell me to fuck myself, dont bother me. i dont want to share my views with somebody who doesnt respect my own, and at this moment, today, not tomorrow, i have to deal with things as i see fit, not like you tell me to, or you think it would be best for me
but thats exactly what it is, running away, not facing the harsh truth of reality! and becky i think i have a better idea than you think i do, i catch onto these things, but im not gonna get into that. and becky life is judgements, we make judgements all the time, its a matter of making valid ones and quittin with the bullshit ones. i respect them, of course, never said i didnt, but i rarely agree with them, and if you would JUST LISTEN(!) to mine, i think you would dig a lot of what i have to say, and start to live and understand it also, and be a happier person essentially. only you know whats best for you, but running away never fixed any problem, you gotta face it up front, confront that shit man. it doesnt go away if you put it under your bed.
back to RUNNING, stop fucking asking us! what is it you wanna know becky!?!?!?! can we tell you what YOU want to know?!? back to school to learn the golden rule, yeah right...
you gave my some great ideas with that brief outline of things...thanx! maybe you need to find a different school....the one your at sounded fucking horrible from what I read in your last post.
