i've suffered like this since i was 14 and still do i thought i got over i haven't i starve myself and my friends are worried about me i've talked to one of my mates for help but he said don't be silly pet and eat but i can't need help x
hey you're not alone. i am bulimic and just started going into recovery. I'm here if you want to talk. pm me.
Im sorry dreamgirl. Your friends mean the best they just dont understand. A few of my family members suffer from bulimia. Your not alone in your struggle their are tones of people who feel the same way as you. Im sure you are a beautiful girl! I think the main thing is accepting who you are, and who you see in the mirror. I really do hope that you do get better. I suggest seeing a professional about it. Smile dreamgirl your beautiful!
well, i started my eating disorder when i was 6 or 7. my dream at that time, was to get a liposucion on my tighs, even though i had slimmer legs than average. I jogged as 6 and 7 yrs orl, just to try to get extra slim, (and i was not fat at all). around 9 and 10 yr old i used to, during dinner time, to put my food in my napkin, after having chewd it, and them spit it out secretly in my napkin (i was quite good at it), because my parents ALWAYS put too much food on my plate. my parents had a dream for me i guess, they wanted me to be a typical healthy woman with tits and ass. BUT trust me! i have tried to be more heavy and with shapes, and my body type is SLIM! i cant help it! I have tried! I can blame A LOT on my parents for my eating disorder: they FORCED me to eat, and that is the last thing they should have done: i am a rebell, my body is a rebell. it's just like that. if someone forces something on me, i'll just say, FUCK YOU! (in secret) and start not eating (or trying not to eat): its the ultimate revenge for a kid against it's parents. My parents have also eating disorders!: they eat too much, unhealthy heavy food. that is for me defenitively an eating disorder. If you want to help a bulimic/anorexic, then realize, that they have ACTUALLY SOMETHING TO SAY: "STOP OVERFEEDING ME, KRITICISING ME, FORCING ME". many parents subcounsciously can't accept the way their kid is, i was different, and they didn't really want that, even though they never said it. you can't change the nature of your kid. just accept and love. that is the only way.
