Decided to soon quit smoking (I'm almost passing out right now... withdrawal), drinking, and one-night stands...What else is there to live for? I keep waxing in and out of this vicious cycle of dysfunctionality. I have a good, productive week and then I go out on the town and meet vodka...then one thing leads to another and I end up having yet another disappointing, unfulfilling experience with women. Then I'm hungover and pissed off, and it takes me about 3 days to recover and take care of my shit. Then it's time to drink again...Ugh! But now that I decided to put an end my escapist hedonist lifestyle, I feel quite empty. What else can I look forward to?
What else do you have to look forward to? Hmmmm....wrinkles, hair loss, diminished eyesight, hearing loss, aches & pains, brown spots, diminished libido, Irritability, painful urination, etc..... Hotwater
Excercise, being able to do more fun things outside like hiking and any sports you might like and having more breathe and energy for it. Money saved that can be spent on hobbies and travel.....
in the end... mor self respect and you might be able to swing better women. i know i dont find men trapped ina drug-related heodnistic lifestyle all thatattractive, in fact, its ahuge turn off. the few i know are super self scentered tho
I don't want to swing "better women" at all until I go back to Brazil. In fact I'm not at all attracted to "better women", whatever that means. That's the point. I came out of back-to-back relationships with women with intelligence, means, no dependency whatsoever, and whatnot. The last of these "better women" wasn't capable of being affectionate outside the bed or blow her nose in front of me after I'd be eating her out 30mins. straight. I'll pass... My challenge is to establish --- DISTANCE.
if thats all you have in your life, then you can look forward to actually creating a life for yourself I guess I was once there, i mean I used to take lots of drugs and drink a lot, but I think I always had other stuff going on too for the most part. maybe look forward to just starting again
I'd offer advice, but I don't ever imagine living that old. You see that video someone posted with a guy base jumping with an inflatable croc? Maybe you should live for that.
Like my neighbour who thoughts that he was Elvis used to say: "Have YOU ever been psychologically EVALUATED?"
man my parents and my bro are trying to quit right now, seems almost everyone around me is trying to quit
