i lately have just felt like garbage... shit... trash... w/e u wana call it well, i dont understand why, because i have a new car, a new job lined up, excepted into ferris, etc... but i just... feel... like theres no point, theres nothing there, hollow, empty, worthless, alone, and dumber than a box of rocks... i feel like im personly stupid, i dont care that i have taken all my high school advanced classes, or that im dual enrolling at the local community college and my high school this last, senior, year... i just... feel... unchallenged, numb... empty.... i dont know what im asking for... just maybe advice or something...
It sounds like you just don't have anything in your life that you really enjoy. Get a hobby or something. Take up a sport or if you wanna be like me, get into weight lifting.
lifting is great... makes me feel better about anything. Like say your depressed because of something that happened at work/school... well just go lift and problem solved! Pissed off at someone? Turn it into something positive and go lift to get all that anger and stress our so you can function again.
You sound depressed. If it keeps up or has been, then you might want to consider getting professional help.
Weed is a depresant dont ever smoke it to try to fix your problems i wont help it will make it worse but getting a girl will help allot
^for sure. you'll fly over the rainbow and come back with a new perspective. you'll be in a great mood in no time
Hey, Don't be so down on yourself. Sorry your going through a "funk" right now. I've been there myself. Do you have insurence that will take care of the costs of conseling or therapy? That might be a great help to you. Not all mental/emotional health professionals are out to diagnose you and drug you up with anti-depressants. Many will actually spend time getting to know you and helping you identify the source of your emotions...rather then drugging them away. Uusally there are underlying issues when people are feeling depressed. Sorry I am going all "therapist" on you lol....but I have been through similar issues of feeling depression for what seemed like just no reason at all. It took me a while (and sevral years of suffering, self harm, and self medicating) to discover that what I was feeling wasn't "depression" but stemmed from growing up in a toxic home with an Alcoholic/NPD and abusive father, a depressed/codependant mother, and a violent older brother. Sometimes when we don't have an outlet for our feelings they build up (over days, months, or in my case years) and they just don't have anywhere to go anymore....so they show up via depression and can even cause physical illnesses. The only real way to get rid of the depression is too do the work of walking through those emotions. Take some time to do something nice for yourself and/or try some St. John's Wart. It is a herb that promotes a possitive mood and has gotten me through some tough times. Hope ya feel better soon .
You feel that way because all of that is pointless and empty. If you were on your deathbed, would you care that you passed all your high school advanced classes, or that you got into community college? Hell no. So ditch that shit and go do something you can feel proud of.
shit man, none those things gonna make u happy.. they all things u done cause u suposed to do em, notthings u wannas bedoin... take 3-6 months to yourself go on a journey & do something that excites u
Snipr - if I had what you have at 17, I would feel that I was on top of the world. Lighten up, or get help.