Dumped like dog!

I knew t was coming. Once you start begging someone for their affection its the end. It was over theree weweks ago, i just didnt know irt. Whwn someone doesnt wanna spend time with you and makes excuses, wahts that spell? duh. I knew everything about this before it even started. Shes a very young desperate slut and Im an old but handsome dude. She fucked me e few times, but started spending less and less time with me. She even stood me up last time. She always told me she was fucking anything that walked, thats why she fucked me ion the first place. I cant help it. because i was so lonely and i loved her sex, but really didnt have a fucking thing in common with her, I became attached. Then she just dumped me literally the last couple of days. It hurts like hell. Im inpain. I wanted her to like me. I think she stole some of my shit. Im not 100% positive. I did everything i cpould to the point of grovelling. Oh man, im so fucking low and hurt. IM hurt!

 

what the fuck?????? hurt? why? it sounds like ya took in a crack whore ya got what u wanted & all u could expect
\ya were desperate & grabbed onto a nympho used her used eachother had nothin in common at all.. she ripped ya off.. & the worse part is u hadta beg for affection from some1 whods give itto any1..
dude.. if your hurt u wont know till u see a dr & get tested.. thats the way shell hurt u
your not hurt at all your just back to being lonely... the only hurt you did yourself by going out & begging for it from some1 worthless..
not that she or any1 is truly worthless..but from the picture u paint why would u want her

man u need a shot of self esteem & stop messin with girls who'll suck a pony for a quarter..

 

I know it feels like fuck but shit happens and time heals......(problem is , sometimes takes a fuck of a long time)
my sujestion (works for me ) is piss off down the local knock shop and get some young bird with perky 18yo tities to blow you then fucker dogy.......if feelings persit have a notha .........usaly fixses the prob in three to four visits

 

sounds like he has kinda already done that....

 

Brilliant! Thats soo true. Thanks!! Youre brilliant. Can I at least hope for something more outta her? It looks like shes gone. I think your right. real hurt would be a disease or something. No man. Im in pain. I wanted her to like me. Im sure you see that. I wasnt in love love, but i wanted her to soo like me.THE FIRST FEW TIMES I WAS LIKE A DYING PLANT SUCKING UP MOISTURE. oH GAWD. nO, iM Hurt. I knew it woulsdnt last but i wasnt expecting to become so attached and for it to end quite so suddenly. I mean, I knew every boner within 3 hundred miles was gonna home in on her, cause she was transplanted and I met her on C-list erotic.. I think she probably ripped me off. Most likely, but im not 100% sure. Thanks so much. It really helped sharing with you guys!! One more thing. The sex was incredible. Im a pervert and she did evrything...ANYTHING!! even tho she knew how to really do good handjobs and head she wouldnt do it right for me, but other stuff she was good. That last time when I think she ripped off 500.00 worth of best quality pharmeceuticlas i was fuckin her and she said she would be my slut and my whore. Now thinking back she may have already had the stuff stashed away and was telling me that. She swore she didnt do it, but??Now you say to get a regular girl? I am afflicted with the Virgin/whore syndrome. Where the fuck am I going to find a regular girl(not a slut) to be as nasty for me as I like it?? It aint gonna happen. Not that cool chicks cant get nasty. Ive had "normal " girls get nasty, but not like THIS chick.I dont know. I have very little practical experience. I dont think just missionary with a beautiful chick would do me for that long. No I want a come on her face and dress her up like a cheap whore and shit. get my drift? ...Watch her piss and shit. Thats what I like about her. Plus she was so young and hot. Cute ass face-kind of fat and had a nasty pussy-I mean, not too clean, but fuck she was young and hot. Thats probably why im soo fucked up about it. Tehn again, I keep thinking it was free. Weel. It was far from free if she stole my shit which i think she probably did, plus I bought booze and food, and gave her a couple a hundred for cell phone minutes... wait, thats sounds bad -but i offered. By the way, im comin off as a thug, but im a college educated teacher. One thing I should mention is that shes a slut in a small town way0-that fucked all the guys in her little home town and got into trouble and got sent to the city. Shes not a crack-ho type street slut. I wanted to tell her not to get mixed up doing the same shit here as thjere, but it was pointless. Yes, shes in for some STD's . Shes a trainwreck if she stays on her present course.Thanks

 

Yes, Ive thought about some of those hot bitches on I-net porno, and if I was in a position to meet and fuck some of them how fast i might forget her, just like all the dicks she forgets me!!

 

>.< seriously youre 48? holy fucking emo. by 48 youd think youdve learned about slutbags and crackwhores moochign off older men to get money and such off them (hello sugardaddy)

 

No. Thats waaaay outta line.I think.

 

if ya want a slut who will do anything including shit on u.. youll get a slut who'll do anything including shit on you & rip you off

c'mon what do u expect?

you wanted her to like you? or just fuck you 1 more time


and for gods sake, dont go spreadin your hiv around to the rest of the sluts in town

get tested
then get therapy

 

You guys are some grizzled and deep fried motherfuckers. I appreciate ur input, but wheres your fucking heart? Is it motherfuckin BLACK? hey, this is a 20 year old small town gril, not some fucking grilled till she cracks cocaine rappa-gangsta inner city street ho. Okay, she may, or probably did rip me. She' s a slut(what american woman isnt even if she pretends to be "normal"!). You guys are just gettin scammed by your "legitimate " WHORES who get away with doing nasty shit cause you let em. Its their gain, your loss. She emailed me and said I could see her again. Ya know what. Love is a feeling. It doesnt have a list of criteria or pre-requisistes. Its what you feel in ur motherfuckin heart. This girl is a beauty. Shes wonderful and I do "love" her. Thats because i became attached and I have feelings.maybe she isnt and never will be attached, I understand. Of course, you probably dont know what the fuck "feelings " are anymore. hey. If I love a sewer rat, so be it.Feelings are feelings and I dont give freak if its a bag lady or the mother fucking princess of whales. You guys neeed therapy not me. Im golden. I will keep hittin that sweet shit till i cant anymore. I will use protection. I love kissing her. Im going to piss on her and fuck her face. Will your motherfucking asshole "legitimate" american middle class socially sanctioned street hoes let you do that??

 

in my ever so humble opinion, if you ahve to put the word love into quotations, you dont really love her. be careful, you already got yourself crushed and stolen from by this person once before, now youre letting her in to steal from you again, to let your heart get hurt again. you must have some serious masochistic tendencies to let that happen... agian

 

he even put feelings in quotes
his "feelings" are basicaly oh shit now where will i get another slut who will let me piss in her face

 

you guys are 99% right of course. I just got defensive. thats easy to see. After I sent her a bunch of grovelling emails she sent me one saying i could see her. I doubt that will happen. I was happy for awhile , but most likely heres me- :dupe: . Yea. Shes suppose do have been sick and busy and shit, but really, I doubt shes doing anything different than shes ever done-fucking guys and partying. Noo, I just want to give her the benefit of the doubt cause ive stormed off before in relatioships with my dignity intact, but this time i want to look back and say-ya know, I gave this deall 110% and so I have no regrets, I did everything i could. Of course, if the girl really liked me shes want to see me as much as she did at first and as much as I do.Noo, You give whatca get. No more emails to her. How much you wanna bet i will never hear from her again come monday or tuesday when shes supposed to come over.Bet if I never send her another email she will never send me one either. :nopity: Thanks for trying to help me guys and for me lashing out .Im sorry.I will go ahead and trust her till about Thursday, maybe ask her then to come over once more, then there will probably be no reply. , but no more grovelling emails. She would send me an email if she still liked me. heres me- :jester: When will I realise if somethings not right, its not "patrially right", or "fixable", its fuckin WRONG> OK, but till Wednesday I still want , like, kinda love and will trust her. I will post one last time Wednesday either saying "thanks guys you told me so", or "Man, she came back, I had a heart to heart talk with her, She fucked me and things are good". Which one will it be??

 

If a guy treated me like that I'd jack his shit too...
If you're treating a girl like your whore, even if she likes it, she's playing that fantasy out all the way...she'll get her money somehow...
If it wasn't love to her, then I don't know why you're so surprised this ended badly...
You both treated each other like shit...now you've prob got an std, no love, and missing your stuff...I think you got owned lol
youre always going to be hurt because you arent searching for the right things in life...

 

Don't listen to most of these people because this is ridiculous. What you SHOULD do is move on, probably get tested, and don't pick up any more girls standing on the streets wearing little to no clothing.

 

OH Christ..now the teenyboppers are coming out chastizing me for dogging a bitch. Its the "Sisatahood" Hey, shes a a bitch that loves to be dogged!!! A 20 YO fukin sluthole, but a sweet sluthole that I love, at least the pain feels like i do, of course, that guy might be right, the pain is knowing I cant find any whore to be a dirty **** for me anymore. Well, I think its probably both. I sent the **** (i think im on the road to accaeptance!) one last grovelling email. Its fucking over. Man I loved her . I mean no, like for-fucking -ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1Thats it! IM done with the relationship forum. Thanks anyhow.

 

i think you should let her read this thread, personally

 

Why are you guys so quick to call women names like whores and sluts

and yet dont label males with the same names....

I think you are being out of order....

gig sorry you got hurt....we are the same age.....but it doesnt mean our feelings change....

i too get hurt by people who "use" even in just friendship. I would not be too open in a hurry if I was you, but I do understand your need for the love feeling...

sure I do

 

men are so old fashioned arent they at times....??

well the older ones anyway...

lets hope the newer generation cop on a bit more....

hopefully they will be a little more "enlightened"

lol